for him. A bradley simpson fanfic

Chapter 3

//1 WEEK LATER//

I was walking back to my classroom from the bathroom when I heard someone yell "HEY" I turned around to see if they where talking to me. They where. I answered back confusingly            -"Hey(?)" 

-What's your name? a cute tallish guy asked me.

 - Maddie. I answered back, still confused.  I then realized he was James, you know hot popular guy. 

-Do you have a boyfriend?

 -Yeah...  All of his friends booed to my reply.

I turned around and kept walking to my classroom. I got there and Ava was there talking to Sam. I walked to them and told them what just happened. 

-Yeah, he asked me about you earlier, he's in my classroom. And he asked if you had a boyfriend, I told him you do and he just told me if he could have a chance to be with you. -Ava told me

-What the fuck, why? -I was so confused 

- I don't know but, man I hate you. I like James. 

-Fuck, no. Ava I'm sorry. Still don't worry about it. I'm not gonna go out with him or anything.

-No, I know. It's fine.

Later on Ava told Rich about how James thought I was cute. He didn't do anything.

//THE NEXT DAY//

Ava told Rich about a rumour that "Rich went to a party when I was on my trip and he cheated on me. Rich didn't want to tell me about it since he was scared that I was going to believe it. He ended up telling me. I didn't know why I didn't get mad or anything. 

-Rich, did you?

-WHAT?OF COURSE I DIDN'T MADD.

-Then, don't worry about it, someone made a rumour up, you know if it's true or not. Fuck them. I prefer you telling me about it than finding out from someone else. It's ok.

-Yeah, I know but, why did they do it and who made it up?

-I don't know and I honestly don't care.

That afternoon I started to realize I didn't feel anything for him... I do love him. Just not as a boyfriend. I didn't know how to tell him so, I just got colder than before. I barerly talked to him in school. One afternoon he send me a text..

Rich: Madd, can I ask you something?

Me: Of course, anytime anywhere.

I started to get nervous, I started to think what he was gonna ask me. "Do you love me?" That's all I thought. 

Rich: Do you think this will till work out?

[FUCK] Me: Yeah, I guess. Why not?

Rich: You've been more distant than ever.

I called Camille and told her what was happening. I was messed up. (I'm still messed up.) She told me to leave him, if I don't feel the same as before. But. the thing was I felt the same way before. Rich texted Camille and told her.

Rich: It's like she isn't even here. And right now is when I need her the most. She barely even talks to me at school.

FROM: Camille

TO: Rich

 Tell me it's all a lie. 

FROM: Rich

TO: Camille

I wish it was.

FROM: Camille 

TO: Rich

Then leave her, or talk to her.  

FROM: Rich

TO: Maads

 I feel like you don't even care about us. 

FROM: Madds

I don't know what to say. 

FROM: Rich

TO: Madds

 I don't know how to tell you but, I need you and I feel like you aren't even here for me.

FROM: Madds

TO: Rich

 It's just that at the beginning I tried helping you but, I then gave up trying since you didn't let me help you. While I was on my trip, you didn't tell me anything you did. At first, I felt useless, you didn't tell me anything about you or your problems.

FROM: Rich

TO: Madds

Do you still feel useless?

FROM: Madds

TO: Rich

 Kinda, yeah.

FROM: Rich

TO: Madds

 It's not that I don't want to tell you it's just hard because last time I told someone, they left me.

  See the problem here was that he told all of my friends that he smokes because he has depression issues and shit like that. But, he never told me. He never told me any of his problems nor what he did, it pissed me off that he could tell all of my friends but not me, like what em I? Sometimes I didn't care, I mean after all it was him who didn't get my help. He thought I didn't know about his depression.

FROM: Madds

TO: Rich

 I  don't care about that. I just want to help you. All you are doing is losing me, by not telling me.

[He then told me all his problems. I mean everyone has it's problems but they where really stupid problems. ]

FROM: Rich

TO: Madds

 So, what's gonna happen with us?

FROM: Madds

TO: Rich

Idk...

FROM: Rich

TO: Madds

Let's talk about this tomorrow?

FROM: Madds

TO: Rich

 Yeah sure.

FROM: Rich

TO: Madds

Okay night.

I then got ready, watched some tv and drifted off to sleep.