Tears of the Aphrodite

Sypnosis

I love how my life worked until he came...

I always dream of becoming an successful artist. But because of him it was now just a dream.

He ruined me. No, crushed me. But what can i say I was deeply in love with him.

Hanggang sa isang araw, hindi ko na kinaya. Hindi ko na kinayang makita siyang may inaangking iba habang nandoon ako sa bahay niya. Alam naman niya ehh na pupunta ako dun. Pero wala parin siyang paki kung masasaktan ako. Wala siyang pake saakin.

Hindi ko maiwasang isiping ganyan na ba ako kapanget para hindi niya pansinin? Kahit isang pihing lang na atensyon, hindi parin niya kayang ibigay.

Noon, isa akong karespetong babae pero ngayon, maski sarili ko nandiri na saakin. Hindi ko maisip na kaya kong maging desperada ng dahil sa isang lalaki.

That's why i let go. It's already too much and i can feel, if i'm still here in this kind of situation i might get crazy, literally.

This past year, my life was successful. Away from him and now i became what i wanna be. But it looks like destiny was cruel to me. Okay na ako. Nakakamove on na. Natangap na, na kahit kailan hindi ako mamahalin niya. Pero bakit hinanap niya ako. Pinagpilitan na mahal daw niya ako. Ganyan na ba siya kasama at walang ibang ginagawa kaya ako na naman ang pinaglalaruan? Laruan na ba talaga ang turing niya saakin?

He was asking for second chance. But it's enough. Loving him was my greatest nightmare and i can't stand beside him without remembering how i became his slave. How i became a toy to him. Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang balding luha na ang naibuhos ko ng dahil sa kanya. Kaya sana lubayan na niya ako dahil baka ngayon ay tuluyan na talaga akong mabaliw.