I turned my back and he wrapped his arm around me. I felt how my heart became heavyer when I felt his warm breath on my neck. I felt so shitty. It's been a year now. I felt bad for beliveing, that the only reason we decided to get Margaret was to force ourselves to stay together. Dante wasn't mean to me, he was a good father and parter but... I didn't love him anymore. I didn't know why and I hated myself for that. Why couldn't I just be happy? I had everything I could wish for. I sighed and softly touched his arm. " Goodnight honey" .... "Goodnight". We closed our eyes. I didn't want to make things harder for Margaret and I didn't want to hurt Dante. He was not only my husband but he was my friend. I sighed and fell asleep. I dreamt about him. That guy I met today. He scared me but he also gave me a feeling of warmth. I like that warmth he made me feel, it gave me butterflys. In my dreamed that I stayed. Took a coffee with him and talked. We got to know eachother. I fell in love. That's what it was, that weird feeling. Love.... I felt love at first sight. Fucking crazy.
Next day I brushed my hair and helped Dante getting Margaret up from bed and dressing her. It was a normall day for them but today I was working at home. It was just some papper work. They got up and I hugged them goodbye. He took Margaret to school on his way to work. I was planning on going back to sleep but I wasn't tired. I ate some breakfast instead. I didn't want to sit at home all day so I got dressed to go out. My light blue jeans and my over sized mustard yellow t shirt that I tucked into my pants. I looked cool. But I looked in the mirror and realize. I look a little too cool. I quickly changed to a normal gray sweater and put my jacket over thr and I looked ok. I took my bag and walked to the café where I met him yesterday. I ordered a latte and took up my laptop from my bag. I sipped on the coffee and started working. I was just gonna transfer some papers to an email and send them to my boss. I heard the bell ring as he came in. I almost choked when he saw me and waved. I waved back and smiled. Shit.
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Babybreaths
RomansaA young man is having trouble in his relationship with his husband. He doesn't feel loved, but hesitant to leave him for the sake of their daughter. But after a series of unfortunate events, he ends up meeting the love of his life. But he might jus...
