When I look in the mirror I see someone on the edge of breaking down. No one knows how I feel. Not even my best friends. I'm broken. I'm useless. I can't help people are who are hurting. I can't help those who I love. I can't help myself. I see someone who is hurt. Hurt from the people I'm scared of losing. Hurt from the people I lost. Hurt from the people who don't care if I'm hurt. Hurt from the people who care but don't know. I see someone pathetic. Someone who obsesses over fake things to make them feel better. Someone who puts himself in another world so they don't feel the hurt. But it always finds me. It always comes back. It always hurts.
- thank you for listening. And to my friends, I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
-Tatum
