Damn, I got to see you today I saw your beautiful soft pale skin face. I saw your crystal blue eyes for the first time in awhile, something I missed a lot . When I picked up the phone, you were the last person I thought I'd hear from. Your monotone voice whispered through the phone "hello" and I almost thought it was a prank, a sick one too. You have NO idea how much I missed your voice. You told me to meet you at the old strip club we went to about 8 years ago next to the abandoned church by the alley on Marriott Road. I dropped everything to see you. I also remember being minuets away and thinking about everything we've been through, the way we have our own bond I never realized how much you meant to me how you gave me hope and dammit I needed a win. You were keeping me together. I thought about how I was going to see you since that night. Then I was snapped back in my own reality when I realized my surroundings and knew where I was, I left my loud roaring engine running and my car doors open, you were turned around I saw it, I saw your trench coat I didn't know if that was really you. Then you turned around with soft tearing coming down from your blue eyes I missed everything I look at you and just stood there in disbelief. I never thought I'd get to see you again.. why? Because your dead I burned your body and everything. So how the hell are you here?