Dear Love,
Do you remembered the times when we were together? Yung mga araw na ang saya lang, yung mga kulitan at tampuhan, yung mga araw na ayaw mo ng matapos nalang.
I know I've done wrong before, I didn't appreciate your little effort to understand me in my worst day. I always neglected you, shouted you when I feel annoyed, rejected you when you want to go there and there but I always choose my friends and hobbies and you've always understand me. I realize now my mistake, and I'm so sorry for hurting you.
And now, I know you are happy there. Kasi wala na yung makulit na ako, pasaway na ako, bugnuting ako at higit sa lahat wala na yung taong binabaliwala ka lang at kailangan ka kapag may gusto ako.
Ang sakit, kasi kung kailan huli na doon ko lang na-realize, na sana pinahalagahan kita nung hawak pa kita, na sana lahat ng effort mo at pagmamahal ay in-appreciate ko. But, It's too late now.
Wala ka na.
Wala na yung magtatangol saakin sa lahat.
Wala ng magpapahid ng luha ko kapag nanonood ako ng K-drama/Pinoy drama sa tv.
Wala ng mag pupunas ng pawis ko sa gym.
Wala na akong kasabayan mag papayat.
Wala na yung ngingitian lang ako kahit na pikon na pikon na saakin.
Wala ng mags-spoiled saakin.
Wala ng magdadala ng chocolates and frappe kapag nagkre-crave ako doon.
Wala ng aakbay.
Wala ng goodnight kiss.
Wala ng magtatakip ng hita ko sa jeep.
Wala ng kikiliti saakin sa kili-kili.
Wala ng manghihilot ng paa ko kapag pagod na to sa 4 inches heels.
Wala ng aalalay saakin sa tren.
Wala ng super long hug hangang nakatulog ako and super duper long kiss at higit sa lahat wala ng I love you, my love.
I wish, I can back the time when I'm with you. Then choose another path para makasama ka, but I know I have to accept that you've gone. I have to move-on to the fact that, I will never ever touch you, kiss you, hug you and tell you how much I love you. I'll love you, my love promise.
You're going to miss everything here, I know. You will miss the adventures, the beautiful place, the sunset and sunrise and even me. I know you are.
God, please. Take good care of him for me and tell him that 'your girl, will love you forever until her last breathe; to be with you again at the right time.'
I promise love, you will be the last guy who I loved. And Promise love, I will take good care of our unborn baby.
Baby L, daddy's now is in God's hand but he will surely love you and guide you up there. :) mommy's daddy will take care of you, proud of you, support you and love you too. Just be good boy to mommy baby L. :)
- Anonymous
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