Before I say anything, SweggyLlamaQueen this is not directed in any way, shape, or form towards you. If I'm being honest, you've actually helped me more than any of this so
Thank You.
I have learned that you can't rely on friends for everything, I guess nobody understands you like you understand yourself but I need somewhere to just... write I guess. And while this is the place for now.
Sometimes I feel like I don't belong, like everyone else has a place and in just well... kinda... lost. Everyone else has people they can completely trust and be their self around and I don't. I often question why this is and can never seem to come up with an answer. Maybe it's because I need to change? Nope. Maybe act differently? Nope. Maybe even dress differently? But the answer is always no. I wish we could just start fresh. Put the past behind us and just kinda have a new start. Idk maybe I'm stuck in a fantasy world but if we all tried, I think it could be possible.
Trust, it's a gift we often take for granted and end up not really doing much with, tell secrets, spread rumors. These have such a big impact that we shouldn't just do these things absentmindedly, but we do. And trust me, I know what it feels like to be the center of a rumor or secret. And I wouldn't want it for my greatest enemy.
