I want to fight with you but you're not here so I'll fight with you in my head and it'll end like it usually would. I'd be tasting you while you relax. But then I'll wake up and regret it and want you with me for real but feel guilt because I'm not sure how you feel about me but I like you. I'm not sure if you let it happen just cuz I wanted it but I don't want it to happen if you truly don't like it. So can you do me a favor and stop making me feel like this or end it because it's not what you want. It'll hurt but you know I like pain so I'll be able to handle it hopefully.
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This Thing Called Okay
Non-FictionSelf awareness through different forms of poetry.
