Every time I see that boy my heart fills with joy. Sometimes I just wish I didn't like him.
The boy whom I kissed, was someone I hated before. Every time I think of the kiss, I get all tangly inside. Then when I think back, I remember all the horrible things I did to him. Holding a gun up to his girlfriends head, stabbing him a numerous amount of times, and even more. I told him I remember the things I did to him, and I told him I was truly sorry.
He told me I didn't have to apologize. But how could I not apologize for torturing him? I thought he was talking non sense. Call me crazy, but I think I am truly in love. He seems to have forgave me for all the things I had done to him, but I feel like apologizing is not enough...
