Do you ever wonder why you're alive or what your purpose may be on this world? Well I do all of the time. I feel as if I serve no purpose to anyone and just get in the way.
I have no life or friends. It gets hard and frustrating and I just feel like giving up completely. But something in my head tells me "just wait, there will be something better for you behind tomorrow's door." But there lies nothing.
No one understands what it is like to be lonely. To have nobody to really express your feelings to. I want to break my own chain and let my words over fill their heart's. I want to show some type of emotion but I just can't. I feel broken.
I can't cry when I want, it feels blocked and sealed away never to be touched. People criticize others without even realizing it. Leaving them alone makes them hate themselves cause they have no shoulder to cry on. It pushes people closer to the edge of a cliff and forces them to commit suicide.
I know this because I feel this way everyday of my life. everybody wants to be the same.... basic. Liking girls with big butts and huge breasts. I say fuck that cause ik how everyone else feels to not looking they people expect you to. What about the rest of us who cant control the way we look. Dont worry, just talk to me and we can be the bandage for each other's wounds.
