Jargon / jicheol

✨ Errorist

Errorist
noun.

: someone who repeatedly makes mistakes or is always wrong.

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"Dammit! What have you done?!"

"J-jihoon hindi ko sinasadya.! I'm sorry. Hindi ko nakitang may kape ka-kaya..."

"You know what? Umalis ka muna dito bago pa kita masaktan. Bwisit!"

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"Ang tanga mo!"

"Sir, I-i'm sorry. Hindi ko naman sinasadyang matapon yung pagkain."

"I had enough of you! You're fired!"

"Sir please! Hindi ko talaga--"

"I said, you're fired! Wala ka ng nagawang maganda!"

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"Seungcheol let's break up.."

"B-bakit Ji? Ku-kung tungkol ito sa music sheets..."

"Hindi sa ganon, Cheol. Kailangan ko lang talagang.... haist, nakayanan mo naman na wala ako nung isang linggo, di ba?"

"Kasi gusto mo.. Pinagbigyan kita."

"Right. At ngayon gusto ko ng magbreak tayo."

"... okay."

"Okay?"

"Okay."

"Seungcheol look, I-i-i'm sorry. Hindi ko na talaga kayang..."

"No... Naintindihan ko naman. I'm sorry, Jihoon."

"...Maging masaya ka Jihoonie, ah.
Ngumiti ka na palagi."

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"Ma?"

"Seungcheol? Napatawag ka?"

"Ma... Ano.. hindi niyo pa rin ba ako tanggap? Ayaw pa rin ba sa akin ni Dad jan?"

"... Cheol anak. Kung hindi ka lang sana..."

"…"

"…"

"Hin-hindi mo ba ako m-mahal Ma?"

"Mahal kita anak pero alam mo nama—"

"Hindi niyo nga ako mahal."

"...."

"Haha, pasensya na Ma. A-alagaan niyo po s-sarili niyo ah?"

"... mahal na mahal ko kayo ni Dad.."

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Isa-isang nagsituluan ang luha ni Seungcheol at hinagis ang cellphone niya.

"Ayoko na.."

"Nakakasawa na!" he finally shouted while crying his heart out.

His job, his family, his love... he's tired. Damn tired of being himself, tired of repeating the same mistake all over again, tired of people leaving him behind, tired of proving his worth.

Masakit na...

Ayaw niya na...

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A/N: so im sorry but lets just cut the ending.