Save me please...

Taylor's POV

I pushed the blade harder against my skin and blood gushed out. Tears rushed out of my eyes as I repeated all the words I've been called like, "Whore", "Bitch", "Slut", and "Worthless". I ran the razor over my arm yet again when my phone vibrated in my pocket. A text from my friend Natalle.

From BooBear:

Hey Boo! How are you?

My eyes might've popped out of their sockets if they could. Remembering my promise I winced and quickly stood up and washed the blood off my arm. Looking down at the floor I cleaned up more blood. With a sigh I clicked on Natalle's message and typed a reply,

To BooBear:

I'm great!😄 U?

I lied frowning I jumped in my bed and clicked on Wattpad. I scrolled through my message board seeing the hate my eyes filled with more tears. 'No Taylor... You already let Natalle and Maddi down...

I sighed and logged out. Curling into a ball I opened kik. My breathing stopped for a moment as yet another person lied and said they "Love" me... Love isn't real it doesn't exist. My phone blared You&I by One Direction. I picked it up hesitantly and clicked answer.

Natalle = N. Taylor (me)= T

T- Hey

N- Hiya boo!

T- What's up?

N- Nothing really I'm bored

T- Haha good for you!

N- Huh? I know right

T- I uh gotta go...

N- Why?

Errrrr I feel bad for cutting when I said and promised yet again that I wouldn't.

T- My mom wants me.

N- O- "DINNER" Welp I gotta go anyways so bye Taybae Love ya!

I hung up frowning and groaned I hated lying to Natalle. She has enough trust issues already... I'm making it worse. Funny how much one can fake with a smile.....

HᏋᎽ ᎶUᎽᎦ...

ᏘLL THIᎦ IᎦ ᏰᏘᎦᏋᎠ ᎧFF ᎦTUFF THᏘT HᏘᎦ HᏘᎮᎮᏋᏁᏋᎠ...

TᏘᎽLᎧR HᏘᎦ ᏰᏋᏋᏁ MᎽ ᏰᏋᎦT FRIᏋᏁᎠ ᎦIᏁᏨᏋ THᏋ THIRᎠ ᎶRᏘᎠᏋ...

I LᎧᏤᏋ HᏋR TᎧ ᎠᏋᏘTH ᏰUT ᎦHᏋ ᎠᎧᏋᎦᏁT ᎦᏋᏋ THᏘT...

ᎦHᏋ TRULᎽ ᏰᏋᏘUTIFUL ᏘᏁᎠ I ᏨᎧULᎠᏁT LIᏤᏋ ᏊITHᎧUT HᏋR

ᎦHᏋ ᎦᏘIᎠ IF THIᎦ ᎦTᎧRᎽ ᎶᎧT 1K RᏋᏘᎠᎦ ᏘᏁᎠ ᏤᎧTᏋᎦ ᎦHᏋ ᏊᎧULᎠ ᎦTᎧᎮ FᎧRᏋᏤᏋR...

ᎮLᏋᏘᎦᏋ HᏋLᎮ HᏋR ᎦTᎧᎮ...

-ᏁᏘTᏘLLᏋ ᏨᏋᏨHMᏘᏁ

Song for you to listen to " let her go" by Passenger