Resentful Days

'Hero my ass'

I know what your thinking 'she is so screwed' but this isn't the first time I've been in this situation. As I told you I was kind of dealing drugs for a while and it seems kids are fond of dealing.I was trained to defend myself against gun point, but I only have had to use twice.The steps in order were to 1) Corner your attacker 2) Try talking with them, if that fails 3) Say something to confuse them or drop there guard 4) While they drop there guard kick the gun straight from there hand and secure the weapon.Funny how I learned all this from a manual.

"Hey I see your busy I think I'll come back later" I say slyly as I back away. She flinched but composed herself with a cheeky grin."You know your horrible at lying, I may just put your homeless self out of your misery" Damn she is good all give her that but I know I can break her.I quickly planed  my escape to her despare she wont get injured too bad.

"You think your so good?You had to Steal my wallet WHILE I was sleeping it shows how much respect you have".She let down her guard but I wasn't done with her yet.I lost my self respect and dignity walking into that soup kitchen.There was hell to pay and she was gonna get it."If your so great why were you sleeping on the ground, away from your family?" She caught me off guard, obviously done this before.My plan might work but now we are playing on the same ground."See dear I might ask you the same.Im guessing you were kicked out, I can clearly see why they didn't want you." I lingered as I eyed her.

The silence she left proved my dead on theory.I walked closer backing her away into a dingy corner."I bet your family never really loved you, they just kept there distance tell me did they beat you?" I questioned.I now towered over her and, by now she had dropped the gun and I kicked it away.GET ON MY LEVEL!!!She nodded confirming my suspicion." I bet they did that to teach you a lesson ey, what did you to deserve that? Nothing they did it because you weren't worth there time.You were a useless screw up, according to them you didn't have a right to live. You payed for there mistakes and your own, doesn't that make you feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside, because if that doesn't I don't know what does."

You physically see her gulp. She shaking and I swear its 86 degrees. It may seem like I'm evil but  this situation is ridiculous.A teenager scaring the living day lights out of a middle aged woman, by talking to her!!! I must of zoned out being bored but she was baling when I returned back to reality.I swiftly picked up the gun but I happen to like theatrics so I might scare her a little.I cleared my throat and lifted the gun to her head.Her eyes widened and she yelped before baling harder and harder by the second.

I'm getting tired of this freaking woman, she never runs out of tears." KNOCK IT OFF" I screech. She whimpers before sobbing and making eye contact with me." N-N-NOOO please don't I beg of you P-P-Please !!!" I tried to stifle a laugh but it didn't work. I bursted out making her confused but not enough to stop sobbing." your going to beg for your life when you don't even have one?How sad" She sniffled in respond." give me my goddamn wallet before I blow out your useless brains.Don't tell anyone, not like you would have the guts." she straitens herself nose red still sniffling and tosses me the wallet."Turn around, get out of this city, don't come back or else I will find you and do what I should of done today"She darted across the alley  not even with consideration "Thank you"her voice came out as a plea.

I may suck but I couldn't take self pity.I mean I may of put her through crap not if anyone deserves pity its not her.I did what I had to do, I tripped her.Her aged face collided with the trashed ground.She yelped with pain nursing her wound."Self pity isn't attractive I called out before strutting out of that womans' grasp.

I slid the gun inside the back of my jeans leaving a small portion uncovered,at least I have protectiom now.I was about sit down until someone called out "Holy Shit!"I whipped around and my adrenaline took place of my brain and I round-housed kicked the poor man."Dammit" he cried out as his knees smacked the floor.I took one look at him and backed away.This guy deserved what came to him.

SOOOOO WHAT DID YOU THINK???WHO IS THE MISTERY MAN, ISNT IT OBVIOUS? is she evil and manipulative because she knows how to scare that lady by observing and talking?What will happen next?

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!CAN I GET MORE THAN ONE READER?THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW!

Yours Truly ~ Blood Bitch

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