Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

I Saw You Kiss Him

"You should be the last thing I would be think when I put the rope around my neck" -🌪

Jungkook pov

I dont want to go to school today! I just feel like something bad when I mean bad I mean BAD. Its been going off since last week. Hmm I should just talk to Y/n...I went to my phone and texted her "Hey make sure you dont do anything stupid, love your older and handsome oppa." At least shes younger than me by a month. "Got it! I might not be able to walk with after school I need to meet Taehyung in the piano room 😭" why would she meet him there "Just dont do ya know 👉👌"  I git worried what if shes going to do with him?! "I promise I wont 👍" what a relief.... will I ever get her to be mine?

Hoseok pov

I woke up looked at my face in the mirror I hate myself I wanna fucking end it (Hehe xxxtentaction) I looked at my antidepressants should I not take them-no I need to be happy. I took 1 pill as usual maybe one day I can come to my senses and take the whole bottle...

I went inside of school and saw another fight. Well time calls. I took out my phone and started to film. It was Taehyung again the fight ended so quickly since Yoongi  and Jin stopped it.

I went to the garden to get peace "Hey Hoseok!" I heard Y/n say she's pretty, I love her smile and her H/c hair. "OH hi" She ran to me "Just wanna say thanks for saving her life." Taehyung said looking to his side "YEAH TAehyung look at him in the eye" I heard Jin whisper to him loudly, "Thank you" he said looking at me this time "We owe you one how bout handing out with us after school at the ramen place down the street?" Namjoon asked I just nod my head. I walked with Namjoon to our class since we had the same schedule. He looked up out the large window "Hm. I just remembered that my mom used to tell me that every time it get gloomy or rains something bad might happen." I felt cautious about what will happen know, "Well we will see." I said with the tired smile.

Jungkook pov

I was in class with Y/n it was PE. The girls did the mile run, and it was Y/n's turn it was raining and her shirt got wet so I might of saw her bra...uh it was a black color, but the thing that stranded out the most is the most was the bandages on her arm probably just got hurt...once we were done all everyone had jackets and Y/n was the only one who didn't have one so when we were the only ones inside 
the gym I went up to her, "Hey use this." Handing her the jacket she put it on quickly "Uh thank you."she bowed at went off running.

"Ha" I giggled. As I was going to go off I felt a hand grab mine. "Hey oppa!" I heard an annoying voice say it was one of Nams friends. "Uh hello?" I said, "I was just wondering if you want to sit at out table for lunch!" She said enthusiastically. Of course I didn't want to go so just had to tell her the truth, "Sorry I have friends to sit with..." I told the annoying girl. "Okay if you say so~" she blew a kiss...I caught it and threw it into the trash bin on my way out.

Lunch

Jimins pov

"Yo ChimChim gotta skip lunch again Nam asked if I could help her beat someone up." Taehyung said looking down on his phone, "Ash Taehyung maybe that person your gonna beat up might be Y/n remember last time, I was there off on the side." I told him with a concern look, "But-" I cut im off "But who cares of shes not gonna have sex with you *whispers*   I bet she put vinegar down there." I told him since they have benefits. "Oh...but that was once!! C'mon Chim!!" WAIT TAE TASTED HER PUSS- nvm "NAM PUT VINEGAR IN HER PUSS-" Tae put his hand over my mouth, "Shhh it was once." He let go "FINE but I'll be following you!" He shrugged and I went on going to the roof. 

I should just let it be *sigh* I went back down meeting the boys.

Y/n pov

I went up the roof since I usually do that  so i could get some peace. Until I felt someone push me to the ground. "OMG I am sooo sorry..." I heard Nams group say. "Hold on isnt that Jungkooks jacket?!" The girl with dyed pink hair I believe her names Kim "Uh! You better give that to me!" She pulled the jacket off my body leaving me with the buttoned white shirt we wear under our uniform jackes, and of course the cuts. "Ha! Oh my god she wants to end up like her mother!"  I saw Tae open the doors of the entrance of the roof. "Oh Taetae! Wanna help me beat her up?"  Nam asked stroking her hands on his chest.