I'm done with it all

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Depression is the dark cloud that never goes away, that follows you

It can be the thing that kills you

It can make you anti social and lose everything

I would consider myself as depressed

I just hate my life, well not just mine just life in general

No one ever likes me I'm that ugly friend

the one who gives so much and receives nothing in return

I am too nice I need to stop that

People now see kindness as weakness

We as a generation are raised as a disrespectful group

That everyone except for me knows

I'm so "amazing"

Because I am so crazy

I love him so much I want to marry him

Even though he's already got a life with someone else

Does this make me a home wrecker?

Because I want to tear his life apart

To make myself happy

Maybe I'm just shellfish

As I only look at, what will make me happy

As others could get into trouble because of me

But I love him

Everyday all day

Hoping of there being a potential us

But that can just not be

                                                                              that's all a fantasy

He could never really love me

As fantasies are fake

Just like the love he'll never have for me

I feel weak

Without him beside me

But at this point I don't care I have love to spare

Romance Is in the air

I know it seems unfair

As he never seems to notice me

Never talks

But always looks and stares

I would love to have him say

"I'm yours"

This is ridiculous

I am oblivious

This is all in my head

I'm a mess

As I sit here alone without any friends

I seem to mess everything up

Without even trying

I just can't contain my emotions

I just always feel like crying

This feeling been here for too long

I'm just done with everyone, I'm done with it all