Never Ever, Again

Chapter 4

I, my friend, am your biggest adversary. So what do you say Mr. Player, won't you play with me?

Chapter 4.

The rest of the night was, let's just say alright. It was fun, we rode all the rides. Except the lame ones. The haunted house ride was fucking creepy. Like literally, I couldn't even sleep. Ben insisted that I should stay with him, but I pouted & gave him the silent treatment the whole time so he just decided to take me home. Mum, on the other hand, wasn't very happy to see me home. But went absolutely crazy. She kept asking me what happened, how it was or if we kissed. Well, me & Ben made out in the car, for too long. But I had to pull away before anything else happens. I just scored myself another date next week. I, am not so keen on that whatsoever.

School, school. Who invented school anyway? I went for a dress, nothing formal. Just a dress that went in the middle of my thighs. Too short? I know. It's my plan, to seduce boys. Crazy right? Knowing that I was once that girl who never wore dresses, or skirts, & flats. Just colored skinny jeans or shorts & some converses too. I went to take a quick shower, then got dressed. As I was brushing my hair, I heard my mum talking to someone at the kitchen. Next thing you know "Teena! Come out, someone's here for you!" my mum called from somewhere in the kitchen. "Coming mother!" I walked out of my room, again my jaw would probably hit the floor again.

"TYLER!" I gasped.

"Hey, Teena. I came to pick you up" he said, smirking at me.

I felt my whole body heat up. I just wanted to walk up to him, & punch him in the face! Seriously, now that I've finally moved on, sorta. He sometimes still crosses my mind. He's coming to get me. Out of all those times, I wanted him to come back to me, he didn't. Why? Too busy being with other girls. It hurt, you know? I can't do anything about it because he wasn't mine anymore. Now, that I'm finally scoring myself some hot guys. He's coming back, to get me. I'm pretty sure this guy doesn't want me happy, at all.

"Get.out" I growled. He frowned.

"Teena, look I know we ended badly... Not the way you wanted it to be. I'm sorry, can you at least forgive me?" he said. FAKE. FAKE. FAKE. FAKE. That's what my whole mind is screaming me. Somehow, I felt warmth spread through my body. But, I fought it back with anger. More anger.

I snorted "Please, Tyler. Leave me alone, I'm happy without you. I understand that you're sorry, but I can't find it in my heart to forgive you." LIES. LIES. LIES. I can forgive him, but I wont. Not until I break his heart.

"Teena, that's not lady like" my mum glared at me.

"Just let me take you to school" he asked, hopefully.

"No."

"Yes."

"NO!" I growled.

"Yes, Teena. I'm not leaving until you let me give you a ride to school!" he said stubbornly.

Groaning, "Fine. Only this time, Tyler."

"You had no choice anyway, school's starting in 10 minutes." he mumbled.

"That's because you came & wasted my fucking time Ty."

"Sorry..."

I ignored him & went straight to his car, wait. He has a car? & it's a fucking Porsche! WHAT!

"You like it?" he asked, smirking at me.

Wait, did I say that loud? I mentally slapped myself.

"Yeah, you sure did" he said chuckling.

"FUCK." I let out a frustrated scream.

"You okay?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Oh I don't know, it probably has something to do with the fact that my ex that I have been trying to get over with for the past 2 years, just came & dropped by begging for my forgiveness now that I've finally moved on!" oh shit, I wasn't meant to stay that. I felt my face heat up, I shrugged it off & got in the car. He just sort of stood here, his face had no emotion, I decided to honk at him, it brought him back to earth. "Sorry" he mumbled as he got in the car. He immediately started the engine & drove towards the school. I just stared out the window, passing trees & cute little houses.

"So, Teena. You finally decided to wear dresses huh?" he said casually.

"Well, yeah..." I mumbled.

"You look absolutely beautiful. Just like I imagined you to look like, when we were still together" he whispered.

I felt my face heat up, I looked down. I remember, that he used to beg me to wear a dress sometimes. But I never did, it felt uncomfortable to wear dresses before.

"Thanks..." I said looking down.

Before I knew it the car stopped, I looked up & we were already at the car park of the school. "Thanks for the ride, Ty" I mumbled as I got out of the car. Eyes, are burning me. I can feel the whole school stare at me & Tyler. "Shit" I gasped. Jacob caught my attention the most, he walked towards me. He was damn pissed.

"What are you doing with that freak?! If you wanted a ride so bad, why didn't you call me?" he asked, angrily.

"He showed up at my house, I had no choice... Jake, it's not what you think..." I whispered as I tried to keep myself together.

"Whatever, he broke you, for 2 years. Teena, think about it" he said, more calmly now.

"I know what you're fucking thinking Jake. It's not that, okay? It was a one time thing. I wouldn't date him if he was the last person on fucking earth!" I growled. Lies, that was a big fat lie... Even though I wanted to hate him, for breaking me, I couldn't find it in my heart to.

I, am still in love with my ex boyfriend. Who broke me, a typical player. I can't seem to get over this guy. What does this guy has that other guys doesn't? Oh right, I wanted a bad boy. I wanted a guy who will hurt me, but will make me happy afterwards. I wanted a guy who I can be stupid with without worrying about what he thinks. I wanted a guy to break the rules with. I wanted a guy who flirted with girls, so I can fight for him. I wanted a guy who got jealous whenever a guy checked me out. I wanted him. No one else. Fuck, I'm definitely screwed.

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There you go chapter 4.