Troy:"Please you have to help me..." I begged. "I can't live without him.. please dad help me.." I was begging my father on my knees, tears all over my face.
My love.. I'm so stupid. I'm dying without him by my side. And from my arrogance I lost him..
"Dad please! I need him.." I sobbed hard almost lying on the ground.
" *sight* you blew it last time, how should I know if you not gonna ruin it second time?" He asked with no emotion in his voice only with disappointment.
"I won't going to mess it up again dad... I promise... I was so blind all this time and when I lost him.. when I lost him then I just saw how much I need him and how much I love him... please.." I said in hoarse voice.
"Okay.. I'll help you."
"Th-th-thank you!" I scrambled on ground to hug him, but he hold up his hand to stop me.
"But I'm just going to 'lead you on a right road' everything else you're going to have to do it yourself, if you love him so much it shouldn't be a problem for you." He said lighting his cigar.
"It's good enough." I said standing up from the floor.
"They're in the neutral zone between our and 'sun rise' pack. You know the way right? From there you should find a small town." He said blowing out a toxic smoke. "That's all I can tell you."
"I'll try my best." I said rushing out of the room.
"Don't think it's going to be that easy to get him back even if you'll find him." He made a pause while changing a position on the sofa. "After you did all of that to him... there's only 10% chance out of 100% that he will forgive you. If I were in his place I wouldn't.." he mumbled the last part under his nose. "And that doctor, he's not waiting for anything." He smirked. " maybe he will treat Kalem better than you.." he looked out of the window.
"No one.. no one! Can have Kalem.. only me!" I growled loudly out of jealousy and started seeing red.
"If you're going to be this forceful, he's never going to come back to you." He said looking to my eyes.
"I know.. it's just.. I hate the idea of Kalem being with someone else.." I said averting the eye contact.
"Maybe you do love him.. well I wish you good luck." He said and waved me off.
I closed the door behind me.
"Kalem I'm coming for you.."
Kalem:
"Gabriel!" I called him from upstairs. No one answered. It was four days that I'm here in this house. I actually really like it here. We have a big back and front garden, and around there's endless forest. You need to walk 5km till the nearest grocery shop.
I stomped down the stairs my huge belly didn't helped either so I was really pissed that nobody was answering me.
"Gabriel?! Where are youu?" I called him again. "Hmpf" I walked to the kitchen. Where is he? I tried to listen to the sounds, I was standing still till I herd a crash outside.
"What the?" I walked outside."Where is he?!" A familiar voice screamed. I looked at the garage side and I saw someone that I didn't want to see ever in my life.
"Kalem! Finally I found you..." Troy said walking towards me."Kalem! Go back inside! Now!" Gabriel ran in the middle of us. Rushing I tried opening the doors.
"Please Kalem no!.." I looked back at hurting voice, me almost in the house. "Please Kalem... I'll do anything please..." it surprised me when he fell on his knees pleading for me to stay.
"Um.. Gabriel can I talk with Troy alone for a sec?" I said in calm voice.
"No way in hell! What if he will do something stupid again!?" He screamed obviously unpleased.
"I know he will not do anything to me. My wolf feels his wolf. His wolf has more control of his body because Troy is mentally exhausted." I said bluntly. Gabriel looked at me with *are you're sure* face. I nodded and he went back inside the house.
I crouched to his level and took his chin in my hands that he would look at my eyes. His eyes were really red from crying. I could sense distress and depression from him.
"Do you want to talk in the car?" I asked with soft voice.
"Yes.." he said sniffing. I took his hands and pulled him up from the ground. He dusted the dust off his pants and led me to his car. I sat in the passengers side waiting for him to climb in too.
He sat in the seat looking at his feet. I looked at his hands, he was peeling the skin by his nails. I could feel that he was really nervous.
"Don't do that." I cringed at seeing my mate hurting himself. He looked at me and put his hands on his tights.
"Kalem.. I know that I'm a big asshole.. and that you'll probably never forgive me. But.. I'm really really! Sorry.." he said now looking straight to my eyes I could see honesty in his eyes. I averted my eyes from his. no words escaped my mouth I had nothing to say. I didn't knew what should I do. Should I forgive him or should I not.
I herd disappointing sight come from his mouth.
"If you'd give another chance... I would never mess up like this ever again.." he said squeezing my hands. " I will love you like nobody loved you in your life.. I will be the best father to our children.. I... I can't just can't live without you.. without your sweet voice my life is like a music without melody.. without your beautiful eyes it's like I don't see any colors anymore.. w-without you I'm nothing..." he started sobbing. My heart clenched painfully. "But- but I'll understand if you don't want to forgive anymore.. I'll go out of your life and never come back if it's your wish.. like I said I'll do anything.." he said looking at nothing now. His eyes looked really hurt. My wolf started whimpering of the thought never seeing his mate anymore.I didn't knew what to say at all. I didn't want him out of my life, well at least what there's left of it. Having no words I just did the first thing that popped up in my mind. I kissed him, deeply. He flinched a little surprised but then he kissed me back deeply still sobbing. I felt his sour tears in my mouth. I broke off the kiss and herd him whimper like a puppy.
"Does this mean you forgive me?.." he asked with hope in his voice.
"Yes. Buuut only one condition." I said in teasing voice.
"I'll do anything just say!" He said jumping in his seat.
"Gabriel can come back to the pack." I herd him growl loudly.
"Uhhhgr okay." He said not looking at me.
"Aw comonn don't be mad" I said teasing again, I saw him pout.
"Thank you.. for forgiving my stupid ass.." he said looking thankful.
I just smiled at him weakly, I knew that his happiness will not be long. But I decided that it would be the best for him to be with me till the last minutes..
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My Rejected Mate. -boyxboy- M-preg
Lupi mannariFirst book of the series. This is my first boyxboy story, I hope you guys will like it. Sorry if you will find any mistakes in my gramma if you'll see any please tell me ;) enjoy the story <3 INCLUDES MATURE CONTENT "BOYXBOY" (if you don't like gay...