Bad Habits (Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 19: Its time for a change

Justin's POV
I woke up next to Victoria, the babe from last night's lake party. She said she wasn't one to sleep with someone on the first night, but I can make a women want me instantly.

She was sleeping quietly in a black t-shirt of mine with just her undies. She was smoking hot. And sex with her was bomb. I could seriously wife her up.

She woke up to me watching twitter videos on my phone.

"Hey." She whispered.

"Hi." I smiled.

Alaina's POV

I woke up the next morning, instantly regretting being mad at Justin. After all, Matt was hurting me. But I was stupid enough to let it go on for so long.

I sludged and moaned at the fact that I had a hangover from the bottle I drank after I got home last night. I really need to stop drinking when I'm sad. It never goes well.

I brushed my teeth and got dressed into something decent. I made sure I stayed SOBER. I went to Justin's house and knocked on the door in the morning. I didn't wanna wake the guys. I know how they can be sometimes.

I waited a couple minutes until Ryan answered.

"Alaina." He smiled.

"Hey Ryan is Justin here? I need to talk to him."

Seems like Ryan is always the one awake around here to answer the door all the time.

"Yeah I can go get him real quick and you can wait in the living room."

"Oh no it's fine I'll just stay out here."

"Okay be right back." He smiled and left.

I waited 2 minutes until Justin showed up at the door in his boxers. I tried not to blush.

He was so hot I really did not want his abs to distract me from what I have to say to him.

"Hey Alaina what are you doing here?" Justin scratched the back of his head.

"I just wanted to apologize about last night. Look, I didn't mean to get mad at you I was just mad at the whole situation in general. I know you were just trying to help me." I explained myself.

"Oh it's fine you don't have to apologize."

"No but I do. Because I know you were just trying to protect m-"

Before I could finish my sentence a girl in Justin's tshirt shows up behind him.

"Hi! I'm Victoria!" She sounded clueless and bubbly.

"Oh! Hi I'm Alaina nice to meet you." I shook her hand smiling.

We all kind of stood in silence. It got awkward quick.

"I'm-I'm gonna go Justin. Nice meeting you!" I waved.

"You too!" She smiled.

I turned around and took a deep breath. Well...I can't be upset he's sleeping around. I don't even understand why I thought Justin and I could work at one point.

When I got home, something hit me like a ton of bricks. I decided that I wanted to try and go clean. No matter how hard the first couple of weeks will be.

I went online and searched certain remedies to help and cope with my sickness when I start to withdrawal.

I looked up ways to distract myself instead of doing drugs.

I don't know what kind of roll I was on but I just kept going with it! So I decided to try and apply for some jobs too. And I was hoping to hear back from them soon.

I realize my life has gone to shit. And it's time for a change. I don't need to dwell on the past.

Justin's POV

I felt kinda bad that Alaina saw that. But then again Alaina knows what kind of guy I am already. I don't stay with one girl. I float around. I like to explore my options. I don't like to settle.

She's a very nice girl. And I did think I had feelings with her at some point. But not anymore. She's just messed up.

Like even if I did want a wife and kid at some point in the future, she's not wife material.

What kind of wife that has children, snort cocaine on the daily?

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   YAY here comes sober Alaina!!! Can't wait :) anyways it's been a long long while. What's up folks. I'm turning 21 soon I can't believe I updated this. I'll update soon if I get some likes. :)

-Illy oxoxoxo