jay x cole (Secrets)

Confusion mixed with sweet lies

//Jay's p.o.v//

Jay sighs, looking at his phone, it reads 1:31 a.m. Jay looks up at the sky thinking about the past events that has happened, he was honestly confused. Jay never liked nya, he came to a realization that he most unfortunately likes cole, the one that put him into this depressing state he's in. "why'd it have to be you.. " Jay mumbled, getting up to summon his dragon. When flying back to the temple he couldn't help but feel like he wanted to end it all, he felt like an idiot for liking cole, shutting everything and everyone out of his life and for another being gay. No one would like the fact of him being this way and would most likely get him beaten up or worse. Jay sighs as he jumped off his dragon, making his way to his room, soon falling asleep.

*The next morning*
//no one's P.o.v//

All the ninjas were downstairs eating their breakfast talking about whatever, normal boring stuff. Everything was a blur for Cole and Jay, almost never seeing eachother or talking it was like neither knew eachother. Everyone kinda came to the fact they wouldn't talk so they moved on in their lives. Little did the ninjas know that both Jay and cole had a weird love for one another. Even though it pained both to not talk to eachother, they never had the guts to talk again, fearing one may yell or be a bitch. After breakfast Jay went to the kitchen getting the left covers that the others didn't eat. Everyone was training so he had some time for himself.

//Zane's p.o.v//

Zane was cleaning up the mess the others made until he saw Jay, he looked rather tired and out of energy,on top of it, it looked like he has cried. Zane decided to talked and see what was up. Zane put all the plats on the table, making his way to the kitchen, he turned to corner to see Jay eating leftover pancakes and eggs. "hello fellow Jay" Zane said in his robotic voice. Jay jumped slightly from the sudden voice. "o-oh.. Hey.. Zane.. What's up.. " Jay's asked in his tired annoyed voice. Zane took a look at Jay closely "are you okay Jay? You look pale and lost a lot of weight... You look sick.. " zane said worryingly, Jay hasn't eaten properly nor did he leave his room, all he did was sleep, cry, and take drugs, so it explained his sick look. Jay looked at Zane, giving a small fake smile "I'm fine" be said finally, leaving the room. With that, Zane continued his day, deciding to leave Jay not wanting to annoy him even though he was worried

*Would you guys be interested in another book? Kinda thinking about doing a bakudeku or ereri?*