A boy I meet at the time I was broken

Just a start

Let me just start with.
He crossed my path.
We looked into each other's eyes.
I fell and he didn't.
We met again. I asked him to be my friend. He didn't hesitate to say "yes" I asked him wouldn't you be embarrassed to be with me? Or when people look at you weirdly when I'm around?
He looked up at me, and said "it doesn't matter how you look to me, what matter is your heart and that's what is pure. people stare at you is because your unique then others. Different then the rest that's the reason they stare. And it wouldn't matter for me." While I couldn't keep my eye up to look into his. All he did was kept staring at me.
That's how my journey begins.
I fell again after a storm.
He kept me hold.
Days went by and I kept thinking about our first meeting, about him. It kept replaying in my head. I texted him everyday. He didn't reply immediately, but sure he did after.
I started learning more about him. But he started reading me. He started learning more about me, about my scars, about my health. He kept me going on. Positive thoughts and confidence that's all he thought.
I started living a little, and little by little I did know I was falling for him head over heels. The days went by and started opening up to him. He didn't seems to mind he accepted me with open arms. I did fall hard this time. One day out of blue he texts me
"hey I'm coming around your place wanna hangout later?"
I didn't know what to do, my heart was racing with the speed of 100 after a deep breath. I reply
"sure I would love to! Tell me the time and place. I'll be there :)"
And there was a instead blink on my phone I glared it and saw it was his message said
"4:30 Starbucks be there and see you there!"
By the time I finished reading the text I felt my heart was just going to come out of my chest. Deep breath and went took a quick shower changed into my adidas sweats and a lose tee. By the time I was done I saw the time it said 4:10. Damn I'm running late. I'm about the leave the house my phone starts to ring I see the id and my heart just stops. Damn I'm so embarrassed he must've reached and i haven't even left. I answer the call "hello?"
"Hey I just wanted to tell you that I'm done with my work and I'm on my way to Starbuck. I might be a bit late tho. I'm sorry?"
"Oh it's fine. I was just leaving anyways. Tc and don't rush"
"Oh okay cool. I'll see you there?"
"Yes"
I started walking my way to Starbucks. Stop at a store to buy some cigarettes. Lighted one up and started smoking it.
And then as I was about the light another one I see him make way towards me with a smile on his pretty face. And my heart just flattered on the side.
He comes up to me and says
"hey"
pulls me into a big bear hug.
I smile into his shoulders and says
"hi took you long enough to come"
I teased. And he let go of me and watch's me with smile playing on his lips.
"Yeah whatever"
he said rolling his eyes at me and taking out a cigarette from his pocket and popping it up to his lips. Oh my damn baby Jesus those pink plump lips. Uh. I look at him in amusement and he raised is eyebrows and looks back at me. I blush and look away he clearly caught me checking him out tho.
He goes to ordering our drinks. Damn he knows me drink too!! The guy calls our names I'm about the stand to get those. He stops me I raise my eyebrows in confusion??
"What"
"I'll get those"
"What you gentlemen of you"
I tease. A small smile comes across his face and he walks of to the counter.
He gets back with the drinks I thank him.
We start talking on random things.
He says
"I'll be back going to the washroom"
"Okay take your time" with a wink.
"Yeah whatever"
he smiles back and leaves.
He left the phone on the table and left.
I was playing with my coffee and his phone buzzed. I tried so hard not to look who it was but I couldn't help my self.
I peaked a little and saw it was a girls messaged to meet him up at night. I don't know, I'm having that feeling of jealousy inside of me. I didn't touched his phone after that. Shortly he returned back. Don't know if he saw a change on my face. He asked me
"what's up with that frown on my your face"
I just shrugged my shoulder
"nothing why?"
He didn't say anything and took his phone and saw the message and a tensed a bit. He looks up at me
"you saw the message didn't you?"
I bit my lips and looked away.
"Yeah it kept of buzzing and I was just curious. I'm sorry i didn't mean too"
"Hey look at me when your talking to me, that message doesn't mean anything okay?"
I don't what happened but I angrily looked at him.
"It doesn't matter who you be with at night. You don't own me an explanation or anything."
He suprised me by getting a hold of my hand. I flinched as if he touched burned me. But relaxed anyways. He looks up in my eye and says
"It matters to me to explain that girl, yeah I use to hook up with her for fun, but not anymore."
I didn't know what to say.
"Okay? I guess."
"I won't be meeting her anyways at night tho. Because I've got my eye set on a girl already"
A bit a jealousy thing came up again and my eye started to get watery almost I removed my hand from his and looked away. I just hmm in respond, took my drink, keeping my head down and sipped it. Instead of chickening out I asked
"How is that girl anyway. Have you told her that you like her? I hope she will treat you better"
He just smiled in respond
"That Girl is one of the best thing that I've ever met, she's cute,funny,jolly. And most importantly strong girl ever!! She has a way out of everything and she was there every time I was sad or down. And I haven't told her that I like because I'm scared that if she doesn't likes me that way. I don't want our friendship to be in risks. And to answer your last question I'm damn sure she will treat me right. But I'm scared if I can treat her right tho"
Hearing that I kept my head down and said
"I'm sure she likes you back heck yeah she will have to. I know you will treat her good as in no man can"
I looked up with a smile on my face.
He was grinning at me already back.
"I think you should tell her. How you feel"
"Are you sure? Because I'm not sure what her answer would be. I'm scared in my life for the first time ever for talking to a girl"
I smiled back at him
"I'm sure you are and she's the lucky one tho. Just call her I'll be back. Yeah?"
"Okay if you say so"
I took my phone and cigarette and the burner, but before walking out I said
"I'll be out if you need me"
He smiles back and says
"Yeah"
I make my way out of the cafe, about to light up a cigarette with tears rolling down my face. My phone starts ringing. I don't even see the called I'd answer it anyway.
"H..hello?"
"Don't say anything hear me out"
I tensed up. But doesn't say anything.
"The girl I was talking about was you. And I've so strong feeling toward you. I can't seems to stop thinking about you, you've been on my mind day and night all the damn time. I..I just don't seems to stop it. I know I know I'm sorry for saying this. But the other day I saw you with that guy and I couldn't stop my self from being jealous, would you... go out with me on a date?"
I didn't know what to say, tears was on full now, I just stood down sobbing.
"Co..come down"
"Right behind you babe"
I turned around, just reached out for him and hugged him tightly. He hold me tightly pulled my body more closers if that was possible. He let me snob on his neck and just whispered sweet nothing.
After a while he pulled away and cupped my face a bit hesitated but asked
"Would you go out with me on a..a date?"
"Why didn't you asked me earlier?"
"I just didn't think you would like me back?"
"Like I would've expected that you would like me back and the answer your question YES I would go out with you"
He hugged the living light out of me, kissed my temple.