Psychopath

No escape

I opened the door slightly,
and saw...

Jimin sitting on the edge of his bed while looking down to the floor.
I followed his gaze to the floor and saw. Blood!
A lot of blood. It seemed more like a puddle of blood..

And he just stared at it.
I looked at Jimin again before I realized that his wrists were bruised and bleeding, then I saw the knife on the floor...
~did he?? Hurt himself?...?~

I was shocked when I suddenly heard him laughing.
He laughed as if nothing had happened.
He laughed his lungs out.
I was confused, but then it got quite.

I was still peeking inside the room behind the door, when Jimin's head turned to my direction. I tried to back away and hide myself even more, but he kept on staring in my direction.
It was dark but I could still see him because of the moonlight shining through.

"..."

I knew it. He caught me, he knew I was in his house and he knew I was behind this door.
He just kept on staring in my direction without a word.

I inhaled heavily before I opened the door and entered the room.
Some clouds must've covered the moon or something because it suddenly got really dark.
I tried to reach for the light switch and turned the light on.

I regretted it in the same second, cause now I was able to see Jimin's furious expression.
His eyes were red and he looked really pale.
He must've lost a lot of blood...

I looked to the floor and saw the amount of blood on the floor before my gaze wandered one more time to his wrists.

"J-Jimin...." I said, almost whispering.
I walked slowly up to him and looked in his brown and dead-like eyes.

"Jim-"
"WHERE WERE YOU!" He shouted, startling me.
"I-I-I..."  I was on the edge of crying, he was so mad it was scaring me.

"WHERE?!!" He shouted once more.
"I forgot-"
My words were cut off by a painful sensation on my cheek.
He slapped me.

I held my face as tears began to roll down my now extremely red and sore cheek.

Jimin came closer and grabbed my shoulders roughly forcing me to look at him.

"Don't you ever dare to forget about me again."
He said coldly.

"I-I won't..." Was the only thing I managed to say between my countless sobs.

"Stop crying." He said in an annoyed voice after he grabbed me by my wrist, brought me to my room and pushed me so hard inside that I fell to the floor.

He slammed the door close, leaving me behind.
As soon as I heard him leaving I cried even harder. How did I get myself into this?
I covered my face with my hands and sat on my knees.

~2h later~
I tried to open my door and to my surprise it wasn't locked, so I slowly exited my room and walked to Jimin's.
I don't know why. Call it stupidity but I couldn't just let him bleed to death, I just needed to check on him.

I knocked on his door before opening it slightly.

"Jimin?"
I asked as I entered the room.

I saw him laying on his bed, but he wasn't asleep.
He just looked up at the ceiling.

"Jimin?" I said one more time while sitting down beside him on the edge of the bed.

He did not even pay me one glance.

"Your wrists.."
"What's with it?"
"Why-why did you hurt yourself?"

He scoffed.
"I felt like it."
"But Jimin-"
"What do you want?"
"I-I...wanna help you."
He started to laugh hysterically.
"You. You want to help me?"
He laughed even harder.
"Yeah..what's so wrong with that?"
He stopped laughing.
And suddenly sat up. I backed off a little bit.

"Everything" he said in a serious tone.
"Everything is funny about that, do you really think a girl who can't even help herself would be able to help me?"

He looked at me but I averted his gaze.

"Please don't hurt yourself" I said very VERY quietly, not sure if he heard it.

"You're not going to stop me from it, now move and fucking leave before-" I cut him off
"Before what, huh? Are you going to slap me again? Are you going to hurt me again? Or even worse, are you going to kill me too?!" I shouted.
I didn't even know what came over me but I couldn't stand him humiliating me.

I covered my mouth immediately after I realized what I just said.
Jimin just looked at me and I couldn't tell what he was feeling right now.

Then suddenly he grabbed my hair and
brought me closer to his face before he said,
"Listen I'm not in the mood to talk to you right now. You upset me really bad today and to stop myself from doing worse than slapping you I distanced myself from you, got it. So the fuck do you want? If there's nothing important you better leave!"

I gulped and left his room I walked around the house for 15minutes trying to find a first aid kid. And luckily I finally found one. I rushed back to Jimin's room and entered slowly.

When Jimin realized my presence he looked pretty annoyed but that didn't stop me. I took his wrist and bandaged it.

"The fuck are you doing?!"
"I'm just-"
"DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!"

He smashed the first aid kit to the floor and grabbed me by my throat, choking me.

"J-J-J...."

After that everything went black.