the gamble ~zayn malik fanfic

The Gamble 14

A week later Bonnie had finally setteled in. Her and Zayn got along ever so well. It was a nice afternoon and Bonnie was sitting in the living room eating a sandwich. When Zayn walked inside and sat beside her. "Hey" Bonnie mumbled through her mouth full of sandwich. "You pig" zayn giggled. "HAHA so funny" Bonnie said sarcasticly. Zayn flicked through the channels to see what was on t.v. He put MTV Music then turned to Bonnie. "Bon" He said. "Yea'?" She replied. "If i ask you something will uou answer it?, i mean you need to open up to me in order for me too understand you more" He asked ever so sweetly. "Um...uh i-i guess so" she hesitantly replied she felt a lump form in her throat, her eyes filled with fear on what he was going to ask. "Why did you decide to sell and take drugs?" he pondered at her.

Bonnie felt this cold shiver as she had remembered the drugs, Zayn had made her feel so different she almost forgot about her past life. She took a deep breath and looked into Zayn's eyes. "I-i thought i had nothing more to do with my life, i felt there was nothing more left for me to live for, i needed to provide for myself in some way and w-well drugs was the easiest way. I started taking them because I got pressured into once, and well a-after that i got addicted. It wasn't like I was going to overdose or anything" she said with tears escaping her eyes. 

Zayn noticed that Bonnie was getting emotional, he put his hand on her hand and said "Its ok Bon don't cry. You didn't have to do that you know, taking drugs was the worst you could do" he reassured. Bonnie looked up at him, with her eyes as red as ever "I know" she replied looking down again. "I-I just wanted to be cool". "Bon you don't have to 'be cool'" he emphasized "Be yourself, get people to love you for who you are instead of who your not". Bonnie sniffed and looked at Zayn and gave him a hug "I-i will from now on" she snobbed. "How about we take you shopping tomorrow?, give you a chance to pick out some clothes that you actually like, ay babe?" he smiled. "heh sure" Bonnie smiled back