NO don't take MY BABY i screamed and screamed PLEASE, PLEASE begged like the whore i made myself believe in. my baby was the only thing to keep me sane.. i kept begging while hiting him with all my might in his chest. he then grabbed me, more like yanked me forcefully and made me watch as he.........
Jane....
Jane...
JANE....
i looked up to see my nurse ready to call security on me... i was angry i had pure rage inside me just ready to come out....
yes! yes! let it out my Jane let it out said that atrocious voice
that had put me in this god awful place called an institute for the "mentally ill". it makes me so sick to think i was here for 2 years. without an ounce of light. my dignity and my love and belief in god was long gone.
but what fulfilled me was that beautiful voice in my head.
that voice is my god
that voice is who i worship.
now back to this nauseating nurse. with her perky face that i just wanted to rip of with my bare hands. piece by piece. i wanted to peal that sun kissed skin and rub that warm skin on me like a sponge......
Jane
JANE
"STOP SAYING MY NAME" i said while i grabbed her head and kept smash and smash it against the rail of the bed.
yes jane keep going keep going said my angel
and i did over and over...
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so this is my new story tell me if you like it...... hate it????
im not sure if i should continue tell me whats on your mind and to don't be afraid i don't bite ahahaha :D
