Ch20. Bad feeling

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Kalem:

I climbed out of the car Troy following me. I opened the doors and saw Gabriel sitting in the living room.

"Gabriel-" I tried to talk to him but he interrupted me.

"You don't need to tell me Kalem.. I herd everything." He looked at me with a disappointed face. "And to be honest I'm not happy about you choosing him but not me." The last part surprised me. What does he mean not him?

"What do you mean?-"

"I'm in love with you Kalem..." He said tears in his eyes. I herd Troy growl loudly behind me. "But you are choosing Troy even though he treated you so horribly.." he said with a hoarse voice and looking at the ground.

"Gabriel.. you know that I'm very thankful for everything you've done to me.." I put my hand on his shoulder. " but.. but he's still my mate.. and I can't be that selfish and not give him another chance.." I said with all my honesty. " and Gabriel.. I want you to come back with us to the pack house." He looked at my face from the ground.

"I'm not going back there." He said standing straight now. "I'm only going to come and check on you. Before the labor.." he said. My heart clenched a bit. "Does he know?" He whispered that I could only hear it. I put my index finger to my lips 'telling' it's a secret. He nodded his head and looked at Troy.
"If you're going to hurt him like that again.. I will take him to the other side of the world that you couldn't touch him." He said full of hatred. I herd Troy growl quietly but he knew that he didn't do a good job in the past.

I went to Gabriel and gave him a bear hug, he also hugged me back.

"I'll miss you doc" I said giggling.

"I'm going to miss you too fatty" he said letting me go.

"Hey I'm not fat!" I screamed laughing at him.
I felt Troys hand in my palm, we waved our goodbyes and went back to the car.

Troy started the cars engine and started driving . I looked back at the house and saw Gabriel looking out of the window. I sighed quietly, I really hoped he would come with us..

"Are you regretting this?" I herd Troy finally talking.

"No.." I said, I felt Troy grab my hand and squeezing it.

"I'm happy." I looked at Troys face I only could see his half face because he was focused on the road but I could still see his smile. I looked back to the window and felt really sleepy. I closed my eyes and waited for sleep to take me..

--------time skipppoo--------

"Ka.....Kal....Kalem!" Someone woke me up from sleep.

"I'm up!" I said holding my hands up.
I herd I chuckle I looked to the left and saw Troy smirk.
"What's so funny?" I said pouting.

"Nothing.. nothing.. you're just really cute." He said the last part mumbling.

"I herd that!" I punched his shoulder.

"Okay okay okay" he said chuckling. "We're back at the pack house." He said unbuckling his and mine belt.

We climbed out of the car and went straight to the living room of the pack house. Bad memories started rushing to my mind.

"Kalem what's wrong?" He asked with concern written all over his face.

"Ah I just- I just don't know if I can be here in this house, because- because of the all bad memories I- I have here." I said looking at the ground.

"Okay. We're going to move then."

"Wha-?"

"I said I'll do anything for you. Didn't I?" He looked at me hugging me around the waist.

"Y-yeah you did.." I said putting my face to his chest.

"Kalem? Is that you?" I herd someone from the door step.

"Michael!" I ran to hug him.

"Well I didn't expect you to come back here so soon! But I'm happy that you gave my stupid son a chance.." he looked at Troy.

"Dad we're going to move tomorrow." Troy came to us hugging me from the back again.

"Why? You just came here.." he looked at Troy and then to me.

"Kalem doesn't want to be here a lot anymore."

"Ohh.. i understand why." He looked with a disappointing face to Troy. "Well! I'm glad that now you're here, let's have a dinner together." He said and went out of the living room.

I looked back to Troy. "I should take a shower.." he looked back at me with a smirk.

"Shall we go together?" He smirked more, I felt blush come to my cheeks.

"Y-yes" I said my hands on my face.

"Don't hide your beautiful face Kalem.. I love when you blush because of me." He took my hand and led us to our room. He was way too clingy today.. maybe he was scared that I'll run away from him again.

Troy:

My wolf was worried sick for something but he's not quite sure why. He feels that something is bad with Kalem but he can't get through his wolf.
From day one I had this bad gut feeling and it was driving me crazy, I just felt like Kalem will disappear. If he would be away from me again I would go nuts I just couldn't live without him anymore..

Our babies will soon see this world. I couldn't be any happier than I'm now. I'm just so in love and so excited to build our future together.. I will treat him like my king, I just adore him, his personality his kindness. I'm not surprised that moon goddesses chose him as our packs Luna.

It's just this bad feeling... it feels like everything will crumble soon and we will be pulled back from each other... but maybe I'm just anxious because our babies are coming.

"Troy what's wrong?" I herd Kalem wake up beside me.

"Oh nothing just thinking." I said cuddling up with him under the warm blankets. It's the middle of the winter, so it gets sometimes really cold.

"About what?" He took his face out of my chest and looked me in the eyes, I avoided the eye contact and sighed.

"I-I just can't get rid of this bad feeling that I'm having.. it feels like you going to disappear from me again.." my heart clenched from the thought.

"T-Troy.. y-you know that I will always going to be with you, even if I wouldn't be around I'm always here." He pointed to my heart. When he said those words my anxiety got even bigger.

"Don't say it like that.. I need my Kalem around me 24/7. You can't leave..." I said putting my face into his chest, I felt some tears slip out of my eyes.

"I'm not going anywhere..." he tensed in my grip. The fear of me losing him got even bigger and I can't help it...

Kalem:

"He has to know." My wolf started talking out of nowhere. "No... I can't..." I said, I just couldn't see his broken face when I would say it. Then I would start regretting my decisions.

I'm really unhappy about this ch >;| so sorry guyyys

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