what happened? when did i have my baby? why is Ryan here?? i turn to Ryan seeing that he is now awake. " what happened" i say voice dry and painful. he tells me about going in to early labor and having an emergency C section. they called him because he was my only emergency contact. "so what do you want to do about our kid?" he asked after a few moments of silence."shes my kid and i would like it if you would hand her over." with that he hands her over and sits back down. she is awoken with the sudden movements. but she doesn't cry. "my little baby girl" i say not particularly talking to anyone. she is so beautiful starring up at me with her beautiful auburn hair and blue eyes. she looks so much like me. i wonder if she will be like me too. god i hope not. i don't want her to ever feel how i feel knowing that i need to stop for her but i don't know if i will ever be able to.
its been an hour since i med my beautiful Emma. Ryan left without even saying a word. he knows she is mine and i don't want to have him in her life. he is her father though and the only difference between us is he gets paid and i get pleasure. we have a lot to talk about, does he even want to be in her life? does he want to be with me. what would i do if he does? do i love him enough to forgive him for hypocritically calling the police on me? do i hate him enough to deprive him of the life of our daughter? is there a way i can keep killing?
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murderous affairs
Mystery / Thrillera simple girl with complicated urges. rosile has always felt the urge to hunt and kill. but what happens when the hunter is hunted? murder, suspense and mystery.
