Sold To Exo's Kai

Chapter. 17

Late Night 

      All I can hear is the deep, slow breathing of the two of us. Pressed against each other's bodies. I'm trying to resist the urge to kiss him but my heart says go for it.
I can't do this but I want to. Sehun treats me right and I deserve to be happy.
If this is what I want then i'm going for it.

I move closer, close my eyes and about to kiss Sehun when he suddenly pulls away and walks out of the room. He seemed frustrated. I try to pull myself together, wanting to go after him but was stopped by Jongin walking into the room.

Sehun disappeared and I sighed. I look over at Jongin and he's resting up against the door way with his arms crossed. He doesn't look happy. We both stay silent. Not looking at eachother until Jongin straightens himself up and says
"Let's go home."

I walk over to him and we both walk out the door. Suho leads us out and puts his hand on Jongin's shoulder.
"Remember the rules."

Jongin nods and we walk to the car and drive off.

Car ride is silent. I can't even look at Jongin without feeling guilty. Like why am I even feeling bad that I like Sehun? He's nice to me and treats me right. He makes me happier than Jongin. But at the same time, Jongin started to show a different side of him that made my feelings change for him.

Jongin snaps me back to reality by grabbing my hand.

"We're home." he says quietly.

"Oh..." I reply.

We walk inside, side by side but we felt so far apart.

Jongin closes the door behind me. I stand still, waiting for his next move.

"I'm going to bed, goodnight Nari...." he brushes past me and disappeared into his room, leaving me behind.
That's it? After what happened tonight that's what he does?
I mean it's good but it feels weird. Something's off.

I head to bed and I try to distract myself from all these confusing feelings. I get sleepy and start to doze off when I hear a slight knock on my window. I get up to inspect the noise. I move the curtains and look out the window.

What the heck? My eyes go wide.
"Sehun?!" I say without trying to be loud.

He waves up at me, motioning me to come come down. I look towards my door. Debating if i should leave or not but since when is Sehun ever coming to my window? I don't want Jongin to get angry and I'm pretty sure i'm not allowed to do this. I look out the window again. My curiosity motivated me to sneak out.

So I did.

I climed out the window. Thank god that my window isn't too high from the ground.

I slipped before i could jump off. 
"Ah!" I yelp.

I brace myself for the fall but I suddenly feel Sehuns arms around me. He catches me but we both fall to the ground.
I land right on top of him.

We both look at eachother and chuckle.

"My hero." I giggle. Sehun smiles.

"Always." He says.

My heart stops. We stare into each others eyes for a moment. I felt like I couldn't breath. Why is he so perfect? My cheeks turn red and I realize that i'm still on top of him.

"Oh, I should get off of you." I stand up and fix my clothes.

He gets up and clears his throat.

"So... why'd you come?" I ask.

He sighs.
He looks at the ground.
"I miss you Nari...... I felt like we had a moment there and ever since then I haven't stopped thinking about it."

He grabs my hands and looks at me, captivating my eyes with his stare. I couldn't look away. I was locked in.

"I always think of you. There's something about that just drives me crazy. I shouldn't of walked away from you. I should of taken you when I had the chance."
He leads me away from the house. He continues to walk with me, holding my hand.

I smile at our hands. I like this. He's not afraid to show affection. I didn't realize i was so happy about this that I started to swing our arms slightly.
Sehuns chuckles, noticing that I was smiling at this.

"You're so cute."
Huh? I look up at him.

C-cute?! My cheeks turn red. I feel hot.
Everything he does just makes me nervous.

"I'm sorry for walking away...." He looks down.

"I just can't stand seeing you with Jongin. It's annoying." He makes a cute angry face.

I didn't even know what to say to him. I felt so flustered. Why is he saying this all of sudden, catching me off guard.

"Let's go to your place."

Sehun looks up at me, surprised by my sudden words.

"Really?" he smiles.

I nod to him.

"Alright let's go."

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