Have Faith ((Niall Horan-AU)) (Editing)

Chapter 14.

*Previously*

I didn't answer, I just stared at him. "Kylie seriously what happened? Why are you-" 

I did something I didn't even realize my body was doing until it was too late.

I kissed him. 

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My mind was racing with the thoughts of kissing Caiden and being upset about Niall. I don't know why I kissed Caiden, but here I am standing in the middle of my living room shoving my tongue down his throat. My stomach was bubbling with a fire I just couldn't explain at the moment. Was it a spark? No, more like a wild fire going off in the pit of my stomach. It didn't hurt, it actually felt good, soothing almost. 

I didn't realize the door was still open until Caiden turned me around and tried backing me into an imaginary one. I reached behind me and closed the door, locking the top and bottom. My back was up against the wall and his left hand reached for the back of my neck. When his hand touched skin I felt a shiver go down my spine and immediately pushed him away. It felt like an electric pulse making it's way down my back, it didn't hurt but nor did it feel good like the burning fire I felt moments ago. 

"I'm so sorry, wow, I um-" 

"It's okay." Caiden blurted out a little too quickly. I watched his eyes open wide, shocked at what had just happened. 

"Look, I didn't mean to do that it just kinda happened, sorry." I made my way past him and sat down on the couch, crossing my legs but making sure to put a blanket over my lap, after all I was still wearing a dress.

"Do you-uh, wanna talk about it?" He sat on the couch next to me, not too close but not too far. 

"Mm, I would rather not, can we just stay here instead of going out? I'm not in the mood to do anything or go anywhere. I just want to stay here and maybe watch a movie... are you okay with that?"

"Oh, yeah yeah sure I don't mind at all. Look Kylie, I just said for us to go to dinner just to hang out, if you wanna stay in and just watch a movie that's totally fine by me." 

"Thanks." We stared at each other for a few seconds before I felt that sudden urge to kiss him again, the fire was swelling in my stomach again, this really wasn't good. I couldn't just keep kissing him out of nowhere. "I'm umm, gonna go pick out a movie." 

He just nodded and sat back on the couch, running his hands through his hair, probably trying to figure out why I had just kissed him. I laughed and went to my room to pick out my all time favorite movie, it was a little old but still my favorite. "Okay, so I picked out a movie."

"What is it?"

"Just wait and see."

"A tease, I like it." He noticed me tense up as I put the movie in and apologized for his comment.

"It's fine." Was all I said before making my way back to the couch and sitting next to him, wrapping myself in my childhood blanket. 

"Lilo and Stich? Really Kylie? Isn't this movie for five year olds?" Caiden laughed mockingly when he saw the opening credits. 

"Shut up, me and my dad used to watch this together all the time. Niall and I watch-" I cut myself off before I could finish the sentence, Niall. 

I wanted so badly to call him and tell him I was sorry for everything, although I didn't say half of the things he mentioned. I already missed him and I didn't know what to do. "Kylie?" My mind came back down to earth to the sound of Caiden calling my name. 

"Huh?"

"You're just staring off into space, not even noticing that I was talking to you about the movie... are you okay? You sure you don't wanna talk about it?"

I pursed my lips and nodded my head. "Yeah, I'm fine, thanks." I motioned towards the TV, telling him to just keep watching the movie. 

During the entire movie I couldn't stop thinking about Niall. My mind kept going back to the last time we watched it together. He would always make fun of me for watching such a little kid's movie but he watched it with me anyways. He's my best friend and I can't lose him over that stupid bitch. 

The second the movie was over I was pushing Caiden out the door. "Caiden I'm really sorry but you have to leave I need to fix something. It was a great time, thank you, see you at school tomorrow!" 

"Kylie wait, I-"

"I'm sorry." Was the last thing I said before I closed the door in his face. 

I felt bad about Caiden but I really needed to make things right with Niall. My fingers were fidgeting over my phone numbers, trying to find Niall's. When my finger landed on Niall's name I took a deep breath and pressed the green button. 

Ring after ring went by, slowly I should add. My heart dropped when the voicemail came on, his voice sounded like I hadn't heard it in a while, it almost sounded like a stranger on the other line. My hand came back to my side with my phone in its palm. A single tear came down and I quickly wiped it away, only to realize more and more just kept coming. I fell to the floor  and hugged my knees tightly. 

Dear God, if you really are up there, send me a sign that everything will be okay. I can't lose my best friend over something that never really happened. Just please, please help me, I need him back.

Amen.

Minutes went by before I stood up again, realizing that if I wanted my best friend back I needed to take immediate action. I grabbed my phone from the floor and my keys that were sitting on the kitchen counter. 

"I won't lose the one person I have left, not after everything that has happened." I told myself before opening the door. 

I didn't notice any one was standing at my door before I ran into them, the tears clearly have taken over my vision. I wiped my eyes before looking back up at the person that stood before me. My breath was taken from me and my heart dropped to my feet the minute I realized who this person was. It was unbelievable, a dream is what it felt like. I blinked a few more times and wiped my eyes, thinking it was all a dream and it was just a sick trick my mind was playing on me. 

"It's really me, Ky. I'm really here." I closed my eyes and smied at her voice, it was so soothing. It had been over a year since the last time I heard that voice. More tears came through before I opened my eyes again.

I smiled before running straight into her arms, feeling her arms engulf me like they used to felt heavenly, a dream come true. It was crazy that she was here right in front of me, after all this time, I missed her so much and she finally came back to me. 

"I've missed you so much." The tears were starting to take over the way I spoke to, my sentences coming out in chokes. 

There really must be a God, and he heard my prayer. He brought back one of the two women I could always count on, and he brought her back when I needed her most.

My mom.

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HI GUYS! So, I'm posting this early since the last one was late and also because I'm leaving to go camping tomorrow after school and I won't be back until Sunday. I hope you guys enjoyed this, I can't wait for the next chapters because the drama will really unfold soon. 

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