The fault in our life ( a little ending to the fault in out stars

HAZELS POV

I still liked to think that Augustus was still around and heathy but sadly he wasn't . I would try to convince my self that there was no point in cryin if he Is allready gone right? Well everytime I thought of that I broke into tears . I just COUDNT make out an explanation to why he died instead of me .

He didn't deserve it

I did .

Everyday he was in my thoughts my days and my weeks

I was sitting outside thinking about our little infinity that I wish was still here😔

Starting at the spot of dead grass where my childhood swing set was a tear slipped from my eyes .

Augustus waters.

The best thing that ever happened to me besides an imperial affliction .

A little bit of my heart was missing more like all of my heart .

Well to update you my cancer got worse and Tommrow I had a doctors appointment

That's all my life consisted of since Gus left me on this earth of pain

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