NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE, Part 1: Guarding the Broken

Chapter 20

~ Ashton ~

I woke in the morning with Anna nudging me gently in the ribs. I smiled and opened my eyes. She was wide awake, looking at me, grinning like the Cheshire cat. The same as every morning, her eyes were still droopy from sleep and her hair was messy and sticking out. Still, she took my breath away.

"Hi. What are you grinning at me like that for?" I asked, confused. Had I done something to make her happy? I thought back over the last few days but couldn't think of anything specific, today was just a random Thursday, so nothing was going on that I could think of.

"Well, I've got you something for your birthday on Saturday, but I need to give it to you now."

"What? How do you know it's my birthday on Saturday?" I asked, rubbing my sleepy eyes and propping myself up on my elbow.

She chuckled. "You told me, remember? When we were at my parents' house, when you first started," she explained, shrugging and leaning away from me. My stomach clenched as it always did when she was about to move away from me. I reached out and put my hand on the small of her back so I could savour the last touch before she got dressed and we were back to just being bodyguard and client. When we were all cuddled up in bed, I liked to believe we were more than that.

Instead of getting out of the bed though, she reached into her bedside cabinet and pulled out an envelope with her name on the front, but I noticed that it was addressed to next door, to Dean and Peter's apartment.

She sat crossed-legged on the bed and held the envelope out to me, grinning wildly. I smiled. Anna liked to do things for me; even just little things like making my favourite food seemed to make her happy. I loved it when she smiled.

"Here." She bit on her lip like she always did when she was excited.

Seeing her lip in her teeth like that made my mouth water. I wanted to bite her lip like that. Thoughts of her lip between my teeth and her tongue in my mouth started to play out in my mind. I felt a stir in my boxers, so I quickly looked away from her, taking a deep breath and forcing myself to think of other things.

I took the envelope from her hand and frowned uncomfortably. This was my first birthday present since my parents had died over eleven years ago and I didn't really know how to deal with it. "Baby Girl, you shouldn't keep buying me things."

She didn't need to spend money on me; to be honest, the best thing she could give me, she gave me every day – just a smile, a laugh, and her time. All I ever wanted was just to be with her. It almost killed me just to be her friend, but that was what she wanted and needed, so I tried my hardest every day to make her happy. She was everything that was good in my world, the most important and precious thing in my life, and I would always love her, even if she couldn't feel the same about me.

"I like to buy you things. Now, will you just open it before I do?" she cried, practically bouncing on the bed with excitement.

I laughed and opened the envelope, pulling out a sheet of paper. It was an itinerary for tomorrow. I frowned, confused because we didn't have any plans for tomorrow. I scanned the details quickly. At eight in the morning we were to be at the airport, ready to fly to her parents' house on the lake. Apparently a helicopter would meet us at the airport, transfer us to the Lake House, where I would deliver the jewel. The helicopter would then take me back to the airport in time for flights to LA.

My mouth was dry. "What's this?" I asked, not liking the sound of delivering the jewel and then leaving without her.

She laughed happily. "I got you the weekend off and booked you flights to go home for the weekend so you can spend your birthday with your friends!" she chirped, her eyes dancing with delight.