When you live the life these people live the saying "Til Death Do Us Part" becomes more of a reality then a saying.
This is a continuation of "No Limit-The Takeover"
Let's see where life leads everyone
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IT WAS A ONE...
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ITS ALSO NOT EDITED SO SORRY FOR ANY ERRORS
KAYDEN
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"Mom why we cooking all this food?" I asked my mom
"Honey do you not see how many damn people are in this family" She laughed checking the turkey and ham
I wasn't really feeling the whole celebrating thing today but I know I can't just back out of it.
"Yeah you're right" I laughed a little as I seasoned the ribs.
"What's wrong baby? You seem out of it" She stopped what she was doing and came over to me
"I'm fine" I lied moving around getting the rest of the ingredients
"Kayden stop for a minute" She came over to me stopping me in my tracks taking everything from my hands setting it on the table. "What's wrong baby"
"I'm good mom I promise" I sent a fake smile
"If I didn't know you I would believe you. You take care of everyone let someone take care of you. Let me be your shoulder baby girl. Please don't hold it in"
"I can't. If I let anyone in then I'll be weak. It'll make everyone think I'm weak and I can't have that"
That's the reason why I don't let anyone know when I'm reaching my breaking point unless it's really to much for me.I'm so used to being the rock of the family. That girl who doesn't break. That if I show any emotion I feel like I'm being weak and letting everyone down and I can't let myself be seen like that
"Kayden it's okay to let out your guard down. Show emotion. You're human baby you don't have to act like your not" She pulled me into a hug and I broke down.
"I just miss my baby girl" I admitted "How can I look at Nigel and Lyric and not feel guilty that I didn't save their sister?" I asked
"That was out of your control baby. God does things for a reason and you can't blame things like this on yourself. You didn't pull the trigger so you can't feel guilty. Don't let this be your down. Use it to become stronger and love those children like I know you do. I love you baby and I wish I was around your whole life because maybe it would've been different. But I'm here now and have been these past couple of years so please come to me when you're feeling like this. Don't take the easy road. Remember I got you and your brother through thick and think right or wrong" She said and I just nodded hugging her
I guess I need to learn to lean on others instead of holding shit.
"Thank you mom I'm good now" I laughed a bit wiping my tears
