Death. A thing so many talks about, and yet is trying to avoid. Death, a thing all humans will meet somehow in their lives, but yet it scares them. Scares them to sadness and anger. Sad for losing someone they had near, angry on god and the universe for letting this happening. I can't blame, people are getting born, and so they must die. Death, an important part of evolution. The angered humans tell me I don't know, but I do. But I didn't feel anger when my old grandma died. Not that she was evil, but she deserved, she was miserable and in pain. I didn't feel anger when my friend died suddenly of sickness, her face was so calm, so peaceful. Neither did I felt anger when my old man died by cancer, a thing we created ourself. I felt sad, of course, they were good people.
But I felt anger, when a man drank himself so drunk. He couldn't control his car. While driving through a village so fast it was insane, and drove down a young girl. I felt anger when a boy was so rude, both in language and action, day in and day out, a young girl tried to kill herself. I felt anger when two parents were so bad parents, that a girl never had any comfort and felt alone her whole life. She got terrible mentally sick, and was raped. There I felt anger.
Death, itself does not scare me, not at all. But something about death do scare me, the fact that some people is so unhappy with their life they want it to stop. Their life to stop, not only the pain. Isn't that scarring? Young people, old people, every kind of people, want to die? We get to know so often, "life is the biggest gift anyone could get." But people wanna die? And not the tumblr way;"I am just gonna kill myself lma," or "I wanna commit suicide." It annoys me. But scares me, out there, there are actually people killing themself. Imagine they wanna die so much, they are able to kill themself? Have you ever said you wanna die? Would you be brave enough to try kill yourself? Twice? I am not brave enough, I might not be the one who fight the most if I happened in a accident, but so big a deathwish you are able to murder? Yourself? That scares the hell out of me, what world is this? People killing people, their own race, own families, themself. I thought the humanrace was supposed to be the leading, clever race? It scares me, and makes me angry and frustrated how the future is going to be..
