In Love With My BestFriend

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Nerian

Hi my name is Nerian I'm 25 years old and I'm in love with my boy best friend Travis I've been in love with him since we was 10

I know what you're thinking why don't I tell him well I'm afraid of rejection I don't want to tell him how I feel and then he don't feel the same way then we might not be friends no more because I hate that he with any other girl it hurts me so bad to see him with someone else knowing how I feel about him

Today wasn't any different I was over his house and he was telling me about this other girl met and in my mind I'm thinking why can't you see how much I love you his family knows how I feel about him he just can't see it

Travis: I think I found the one bestie

Me: awe really that good

I couldn't take it no more so I told him that I had to go my mom text me saying she wanted me

I left and went home and cried about it I should just told him but I don't him to not love me the way I love him

I put on my favorite song I love to listen to best friend by Auburn

At this point I just really want him to understand that he's hurting me by being with other women what do I do?