The Bet

One month later

Jamie's Pov

It has been one month since the mishap or should I say tragedy. Every single night it is the same nightmare the same reality the same distress. The nightmare starts with the sound of gun shots then blood surrounding me. After there is a moment where the world is frozen and all I see is three guys. My rapist,lover,and father of my unborn deceased  child. Each man so different but the same exact person Nate. After that the all just yell I love you Jamie. Then I wake up. After I wake up I feel empty like my heart was ripped out of my body and I am just walking in a circle waiting for it back. I don't think I can go on.

Cat's Pov

I can't believe it has been a month since Nate died in Jamie's arms. She looks like a zombie with no purpose she does not speak. I worry if she has lost the sense of being. She needs help that I can't give.
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I walk out of my room and go into the kitchen. Jamie looks like she in deep thought.

"Good morning" I say without having a bit of pitty in my voice.

"Hey?" I can already tell she is thinking about that night at the hospital.

"So what are you going to do today?" I ask already knowing the answer. She is gonna shrug her shoulders and say"nothing just watch Grey's anatomy."

"I don't know yet maybe watch some tv." She said without a single piece of eye contact.

"Jamie it has been a month."

"So it has been a year since we broke up. He is dead I will never be ok!" She breaks into tears.

"Jamie I am done babying you ok? You need to go out see the world. Ok? Go to work. Just don't stay here and stare into space. You will never heal if you just wallow in self pitty." She is now walking away.

"Don't you walk away. Jamie this baby is gonna need an aunt ok? I need your help I can't do this without you!"

"What about my baby Cat? Who is gonna help me I will NEVER be the same never!" She screamed and all her pain started to flow out of her. She dropped to her knees and cried waterfalls of tears.  I struggled to sit on the floor next to her this pregnant. I moved her in to my chest and held my sister. I could feel the pain she was letting go. The hurt in her heart she was in a serious amount of self regret and pity. 

"Jamie you can't be like this anymore ok? You need help we have to go back home." I say just wanting the best for Jamie.

"C-cat we can't go back home you can't travel like this the baby can come at any time. You are in the last few weeks of your pregnancy. " She shifts herself and turns to look at me. I wipe the last of her tears from her face. 

"Jamie I need you to help me through this I can't do it all by myself." 

"Yes you can Cat you are strong and independent. If you handled N-nate you can do this."

"Jamie I am so scared. What if I mess this kid up?" 

"Look your not gonna mess the kid up!" Just in that moment Jamie got up and walked into her room.