The Test

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Blair was home for a few days, which meant me and the boys had to tidy the flat up a little. I frantically shoved that stupid test into it's box and threw it in the little bin in the bathroom. What was I going to do? How the hell was I going to tell him?

The flat was spotless by the time Blair got back, and we had a great night talking about what we'd missed out on in LA, and what he'd missed out back home.

It was only when Blair got up to go to the toilet, that I remembered I hadn't emptied the bin in the bathroom. But maybe he wouldn't notice, right?

I looked up at him as he walked back in, and he gave a look that said he knew. Though he didn't mention it, I could tell he was thinking about it.

"I think you need to have a little chat with one of the boys, don't you?" he whispered when we both found ourselves in the kitchen away from the others.

I nodded, looking up at him guiltily, "I know. I only found out today, I don't know how to say it - how to tell him." But the truth was, I wasn't 100% sure who 'him' was. He sighed and wrapped his arms around me in a hug.

We went back into the boys and enjoyed the rest of the night. I sat with Mikey on his bed and ended up falling asleep there, my head on his chest as he wrapped an arm around me.

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The next morning, I woke up, still cuddling Mikey. I looked up at him and and sat up slowly, then ran a hand through my hair as I thought about what I was going to do.

I figured if I told them all at once, it'd be easier. Not for them, mind. But if I told them on their own, they might get annoyed at me, and i had enough to deal with without arguing about it.

I called them all into their bedroom and sat on the couch with a deep breath. They all stared at me and I blurted it out, "i'm pregnant. And I don't know who to, and I know I shouldn't have told you guys like this, but.. I didn't know how to say it."

After what seemed like endless comfort from the five boys, I went for a walk to try and clear my head. How was I going to do this? Would they be mad? Neither of them knew about the other in the first place, and now this..?

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