Fate Dictates

Chapter 1

If you are really destined to be with each other, you will be, despite of all the trials you'll face. But if you aren't meant to be with each other, no matter how hard you push or do anything to make things work out, if you're not meant to be, you will never be.

I guess I learned that lesson the hard way.

One year ago, I met this guy at school, we're sophomores back then. And he's a transferee and he's one if my classmates. His name is Chazz

I always get excited going to school everyday just because I get to see him all days, 5 days a week. I had this huge crush on him that I told no one about, not even my best friend, Catania or Tania.

I always spend time with my Tania and since she loves to go to the school cafeteria, I just go with her. Little did I know that he loves the school cafeteria too.

And ever since, I always go with Tania to the school cafeteria just to get another glimpse of him.

During class hours, I always sneak glances at him. It's easier for me to glance at him since he is sitting at the front farther left corner of the classroom while I sat at the middle.

He became my inspiration, I get high grades because of him.

To be honest, we don't interact much. We don't even say 'hello' or 'hi' to each other. Sometimes when we cross roads, we just smile or nod at each other, which is more than enough for me.

I'm not close with my boy classmates so I didn't have the slightest chance of being his friend.

Tania didn't know about my huge secret crush. And I doubt she suspects something. She also didn't know I sneak glances at him in the classroom because she's sitting in front of me. Our teachers was the one who assigned us our seats.

Sometimes I also caught him staring at him, but I never ever get my hopes up. Why? Well because I don't wanna be disappointed.

He has this amazing talent in painting and singing that made me even want to get to know more about him.

I don't stalk people, I never do, even my crushes. I feel like I'm a thief or something. I just don't get comfortable towards that kind of thing.

I'm also the type of person who's very secretive and tells no one about who my crush is, even when I had my first crush.

I think not being friends with him is much better for me because I don't know how to hide my nervousness and self-consciousness in front of him. And I also don't want anybody to suspect, so sneaking glances is all I can do.