I'm Happy- Monsta X Kihyun Fanfic

I'm Happy pt.1

Eun Mi POV

I ran. As far as my legs could take me. I just wanted to be away from them. I love them together and I'm so glad things worked out between Yein and Wonho, they're perfect together. But I just can't help but be hurt by them being together. It's been two years since they started dating, but its been more than 4 years since I had a crush on him. I thought it was just a tiny little crush but I guess I was wrong. But I'm fine. I'm always fine...

Welcome to my life.

Where I want everyone to get what they want, even if it means sacraficing my own wants. Sometimes its best to not be greedy, but sometimes letting everything pass by will slowly feel like its eating you up.

I ran until I came to a place really special. A bridge. Yein and I would always come here when we needed to take a breather. Funny thing is, rather than at ease, I felt sufficated. I kept walking, pass the bridge, pass a hill, and find myself outside a miniarket. Legs... of all places, you brought me to a market? I guess my body has a mind of its own. I slowly felt my legs collapsing so I decide to take a seat at a table near the mart.

*stomach grumbles*

Are you serious right now? I reached down into my purse to look for my wallet but it wasn't there. Oh no. Must've left it at Yein's house. All the sudden, my body my fatigue and everything started spinning. I lay my head down and feel hot streams of tears rolling down my face. What do I do now?? I sat back and started thinking somemore not noticing a certain someone sitting across from me.

"Hey pretty lady. Are you okay? Why are you crying?" A voice said.

I look up to see a very handsome, but short guy sitting acrooss from me. He had dark brown hair, chinky eyes, and 2 dimples right on the sides of his cheeks. Woah, this dude is cute. Wait Eun Mi-ah, what are you saying. He's a stanger for goodness sakes.

"It's nothing... but thanks for asking." I tried to reply as happy as I could sound but I knew it wasn't fooling anyone. Everything just felt so painful and I didn't want to bear withit right now.

"You know, usually when a girl says its nothing, it's always something. But its alright you don't have to talk. You will when your ready. Until then, wanna go for a walk. It's worth it and nothing good comes from sitting down and being depressed." ​Hmmm.. Should I? He seems trustable but he's a stranger. Don't trust strangers, you never know if they are terrible people who kidnap others or nice human beings. ​​He looks like a little hamster, what harm can he do.

"Hey! I'm not depressed! I just happen to be looking very sad, sitting by myself, crying on th-" I stop myself from finishing that sentence. I look at him and it looks like he's trying to stop himself from laughing. Oh the nerves of this guy.

"Like I said, whenever your ready. My offer on the walk is still available." I suddenly couldn't help but blush. No one has ever said anything like that to me but it feels nice to hear. Maybe I should give this guy a chance. I look at him. Cute. Thats the one word I feel like I can use to describe him.

"Hmm how about tomorrow... around 4?" I say hoping it doesn't sound desperate.

"Anytime. As long as I can see you again." He said unknowingly realizing how red I was turning with every sing word he said. ​Gosh.. is he doing this to me on purpose.? "Do you have a phone? So I can give you a text about where we could meet up." He asked. How could I have forgotten. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stu- "Uhmm, hello?" He asked breaking me fro my train of stupid. I hand him my phone and let him type in his number.

"I better get going now but we'll see eachother tomorrow right?" He stands up while smiling and he looked perfect. He turns around and starts to walk away, towards the mini market.

"Wait!!!!"I yelled. My eyes wide open as he turns around to face me. Why did I just do that?!?! Quick Eun Mi think of something! Or h- Wait I didn't get his name!

He turns around with a big smile across his face. "Yes?" He said keeping that cute smile on his cute face.

"What's your name?" I asked suddenly feeling shy about my action. I use my hands to cover my face and I hear him chuckle. Cute.

"YOO-KI-HYUN!" I don't know why but at the mention of his name my heart starts to flutter. Even his name is cute.

"How about you?" Should I tell him or should I make him guess and wait until tomorrow? Nah, he can wait.

"I guess you'll have to find out tomorrow!" I get up from my spot and start walking home which is coincidently next to Yein's home.

"Okay! I'll see you tomorrow Park Eun Mi!" He casually started walking away.​ How did he know? I turn around and give him the 'wtf' look as he laughs even more.

"Your phonecase has your name on it." He said before entering the market. Upon hearing that, I look down and see the top of my case. 'Park Eun Mi'

I continue walking until I'm back at my house. Yein's lights are off so I'm assuming she's still on her date with Wonho. I look back at my phone before opening my door.

​I didn't make a mistake agreeing to meet him right?