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"When me and him first met, he was really nice to me. But than when he saw me with my friends he would get very overprotective and mad. The first time he cheated on me, I slapped him across the face because he deserved better. My virginity, I didn't get to give that shit away. I got it taken away from me. He never was a gentleman, he never asked "is this ok?" He just forced shit on me. So now you know." I said, looking him in the eyes with tears streaming down my face.

He sat there in shock. He didn't know what to say.

"..Why didn't you tell me sooner?" He had a sad expression on his face.

"Because I was scared to, I always thought the things he did to me was my fault..." I put my face in my hands.

"It wasn't your fault, it's his. He broke you. He took advantage of something good." He says, pulling me into a side hug and kissing my forehead.

"I guess that answers your question, I'm not ready for a relationship yet.."

I wanted to be honest with Diego, I didn't want to sit here and act fake towards him. I did love him, I just wasn't ready yet.

"Ok, that's fine. I understand." He starts rubbing my shoulder.
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Diego's POV

After our conversation, I let Selena go to sleep. She needed it. I'm glad we got to talk that shit out because it was seriously eating me alive.

*INSERT IPHONE RINGTONE*

Me : Hello, who's this?

Unknown : you're ex girlfriend, baby. you should come over.

Me : fuck nah, bitch. Stop tryna fuck me for the clout.

I hung up and ran downstairs to go talk to Ethan about what just happened.

Ethan was sitting on the couch, along with everyone else.

"Ethan, let me talk you real quick." I say gesturing for the both of us to go towards the kitchen.

"What's up?" He asks, grabbing a drink from the fridge.

"I talked to Selena, she's still not ready for no relationship. She explained more to me about her ex boyfriend. I just want to beat that dudes ass, no lie. Than my ex girlfriend called saying she wanted me to come over. She's such a clout whore, dude." I shake my head and laugh as I finish what I'm saying.

"Let's plan something out to pull up on this dude. Find out from Veronica where he lives at." Ethan says walking back to the living room.

After our conversation, I just went upstairs to my room to go to sleep.
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Authors note, mi mangos con chile.

Next update should be interesting, stay tuned baby's.

Much love.

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Angel ; aka Skittles ; aka sxvxgeeeex