Love is Illusion (Kristian Kostov) English version

A strange meet

I found out that in the center of the park there is a pond and now I'm drawing it all is so harmonious and quiet, the trees make me shade, it's a light breeze shifts my hair, I think I'll be back here, finished my album side and start remembering the last words I heard before I left my town "love you" Luca why did not you tell me? It's all so complicated.
Getting my phone and I notice three messages on WhatsApp two by Luca and one by Rosa, I decide to read that first of Rosa
How are you?

Well ☺

Then I decide to read those of Luca

Forget what I said it was a time of weakness. Please.

You know it's impossible, I can't

The tears begin to fall silent, before he tells and then asks me to forget and that was a moment of weakness. I give my knees to my chest and start to cry. I get up ,take my album and I go away with my head low, I don't want people see me, I feel destroyed, I start walking fast trying not to make people see it, but that attempt makes me collide against someone, I end up sitting on the floor, I start to swear in an unknown language, and I notice that the album has fallen and the sheets are all scattered around, the person bends and starts to collect the page on the floor. I lower my head to not show my face, I collect a couple of sheets and I get up and clean the dirty pieces of dust, the person has my album in hand and read what's written on it, then it gives me and I'm forced to raise my head because the person is more taller of me, just do my own eyes frosty blue star in the hottest browns of the stranger
"Keep Ariel," he says quietly, I grab my album and leave him as fast as possible under the questioning face of the boy, maybe he would have thought he was scared me, I didn't even thank him, that stupid, but now I just need my bed and of my cushion, came home without noticing I rushed into the room, I do not want my parents to worry, I lay down on the bed and hug one of the blue pillows, I open my album and I notice that there is no drawing that of my best friends who kiss, shortly I shipped my best friends and did some things to make them fall in love, that it is ashamed if anyone finds it, I get out of bed and decide to return to the park to find the drawing, coming to park and in the place where I started to look, but noticing the wind I doubt it's still in this place, I start looking for the whole park when I collide with someone
"Fuck people" I say in Russian. When I realize that he is a man and he is angry I realize that I done wrong
"Do not be Miss," he shouts, God help me then the man stops talking
" It's a day NO , understand her please" the gentleman nods and goes Then the boy gives me the design, from his face I understand he's going to burst to laugh, what a shame I grab the drawing
"Thank you," I say, embarrassed, I turn and let go
"Hello, eh," he says, giggling, gesturing with his hand, and going away, I hear footsteps behind me
"Am I so unpleasant to you?" Smile "Maybe" he is silent for a while, getting rid of the hair ,he is dressed in a short-sleeved shirt with long gloves to the elbow that reveals her fingers, black pants and black nike, is simply smiling I do not understand why he is so happy And why he persists in persecuting, my phone rings and on the screen appears 'my bambi' is how I called Luca, I put the cell phone in my pocket and let it ring
"You do not answer?" He Ask me I nod "Is he your boyfriend?" I burst out laughing and I do not with my head "Then..."
"Kristian"
"Then Kristian" " I scratch my neck, not knowing what to say
"Are not you Russian indeed?" I want to disappear my Russian is so poor? "No, I speak so badly?" Two years of Russian sent to that country
"No, you have no accents"
"Ah"
"But it does not do anything" he smiles, if it does not stop, I will also smile and hate being happy
"Why are you here?" he asks. What is this , an interrogation?(sir I am not guilty).
"My dad has found a job here" I turn right to my house he follows me, this guy is persecuting me, help me!
I laugh for my stupid thoughts, He turns around and looks at me questioning, shrugging and seeing his perplexed face I laugh more.Ride him too. I stop at home deciding whether to ask him to come in or not, let's get a stalcker
"Would you like to enter?" He stays silent for a little while then turns and nods smiling, today he will go home without teeth.
"Ariel" reminds me
"Hm?" He Indicates the door to the house, yes yes. I open the door and my dog ​​is approaching shaking, Kristian looks at him surprised but not disgusted
"I have a dog like yours," she says thoughtfully, before she seemed quiet now seems lost and thoughtful, inside the kitchen where my mother is preparing dinner, I open the fridge in search of the juice, once I find I take two glasses
"We have guests?" I nod
"I'm happy for you, what's the name of the girl?" She says excitedly coming out of the kitchen to see "Ah she is a boy," he says a little disappointed, Kristian looks at us with his eyes closed, he just does not know the Italian as my mother does not know the Russian (proportions at skirts),
"If I'm not accepted I'll leave," he says, pointing to the door
"Nono" I put the two glasses on the glass table putting the juice inside
"I can not drink," he says,
"I'm allergic to some fruits, I think I'm allergic to banana (do not think it's bad)"
"Oh," I say, taking the glass and bringing it to the kitchen and preparing a coffee.