Its been years...but still....

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       Kyu hu mai raahi jb wo hai
  Kisi aur ki manzil    -------
 

                                One sided lover


Aryan's POV ~

Searching for my file in the cupboard....As always it messed up  like hell "Oh god!! Its too difficult to find something from messed up thing..."

Hi I m Aryan Harshwal ! Well  u asked me abt myself  then  i say frankly!  i also don't know abt me...but years ago there was someone who knows me more than myself....
"But Let me find my file first."I was fully involved in searching the file. But then suddenly something fall which took my attention towards it . it was a photograph but floor is seeing the pic not me...haha! Actually 'photo ulti thi' .For a moment i thought not to give importance to that pic but my  heart wasn't ready to leave that like  this..it is giving me a aqua tensive feeling and I couldn't resist myself to bend down and see that pic .
I lean a bit , my heart beat increased more i lean more the heart beat increases i picked the pic and when i turn  my heart skip a beat .....the pic made my vision blurred and eyes filled wd tears giving me the mixed emotion of pain, being hurt and within a moment tears rolled out from my cheeks to lips  ....and meet wd the beautiful smile of her.

Yeah she was...no...is first my love ..I know she  didn't love me but I love her and will do forever....
               
            |SANYUKTA|

She has the most beautiful eyes...i still remember when she get scared close her tightly which made her looks more cuter...and whenever she gets  angry her little  nose get squeeze  ...and becomes red...her smile was most genuine smile which i've ever seen she was my Sanyukta...
   I whispered softly by glaring her picture ."Your smile still made me smile".I was glancing at her memorizing the beautiful moment that i lived wd her which stays  wd me forever.... I didn't mind if she forget about it...after all It was a One SIDED LovE ! ........
I loved her unconditionally!....and will do forever... Still i m not able to accept that she is no more in my life...i was the who left her ....My heart still mutilates.....

Why i m like this.,.why....I left her without saying ....without confessing that I STILL LOVE HER! i just back off from there without informing her but what do i do ....i heard her that ..she love someone else...which was like someone was  throbbed and stabbed  my heart  thousand times....
How can i be so...moron that i left her without informing her.....after that i didn't received her calls when she was calling ...i m really a moron...

I took her pic ...in my frame and put on my guitar ...

Hey ! Have i told u she loved my voice...and today i want sing her favorite song... Don't know why both of us love this song so much...
        
             "Emptiness"

Oh, love of mine
With a song and a whine
You're harsh and divine
Like truths and a lie
But the tale ends not here
I have nothing to fearFor my love is yell of giving and hold onAnd the bright emptiness
In a room full of it
Is a cruel mistress
Whoa oh!
I feel this unrest
That nests all hollowness
For I have nowhere to go
and I'm cold.
And I feel so lonely yeah...
There's a better place than this
Emptiness
And I'm so lonely yeah...There's a better place than thisEmptiness, yeah!

Tune mere jaana Kabhi nahi  jana ishq mera,
dard mera,
haaye!
Tune mere jaana
Kabhi nahi jaana
Ishq mera,
dard mera
Aashiq tera
Bhid me khoya rehta hai,Jaane jahaanPoocho to itna kehta hai
That I feel so lonely yeah...
There's a better place
than this
Emptiness yeah!
 
Emptiness exactly what i feeling right now...i wish i could meet u again i wish i could confess my love to u I wish could to u that how madly i m in love with u....
   
I wish! I could do that...I sighed with tear in my eyes....

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