Everyday, I keep thinking the same thing over and over again. It just keeps repeating in my head. What would it like to be dead? Just one day, drop dead. One day in which you commit suicide or save someone's life...what would it be like? All I know is that people will miss me, but for those who live across the globe that I love so dear....If I were to stay behind and not ascend to Heaven or Descend to Hell...would I be able to visit them? I could easily float or hover over to their home and give a few signs that I'm there. I could possibly type responses on the computer, even if I'm dead. The idea ran across my mind all of the time...so, I keep being curious. What if I killed myself right here and now? Will I be able to get the freedom I so despirately desired, or will I be still in that cage that I put myself in for all of those years of living thus far? The possibilities are endless.
