Someone, Somewhere

Chapter 2

Ready to begin a new part of my life. With the boys who had changed my life, I had a good feeling that it was going to be full of surprises and I might actual be happy for once.

I walked down the aisle of the bus with Ben at my heels, he watched my with a look in his eye, a protective look. I didn't know why, he only just met me...

he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the room at the back. It had bunks on either side of the aisle. He pointed to the bottom bunk and told me I could have that one and he showed me a compartment underneath where I could put my bags. I sat down on the bed and looked around. A million thoughts were running through my mind right now. 'why me. Will they forget about me and leave me behind somewhere. Am I dreaming. Ben is so damn hot. What is my brother going to say?! Shit.' during all of this I had forgotten to tell Matt where I was going, I grabbed my phone and Ben came and sat down with me. I texted Matt a long text explaining everything. He would understand. I told him I loved him and would call when I could. I locked my phone and stared into bend beautiful eyes, he stated back, grabbed my hands and told me

"nothing will hurt you again. You have us and we will be there for you. We will look after you. Promise. You're beautiful and please don't do this" he ran his hands up and down my arms and looked at them...he kissed them. I was I complete shock.

"Thankyou Ben, thank you for taking me in. I'm sorry if I become a pain an you have every right to get rid of me if I get too much of a hassle"

"throw you out?! Are you mad?! We are going to look after you, I am going to look after you. " he smiled at me and touched my cheek "hungry? Let's go grab a bite to eat from the kitchen"

The bus was slowing down and I looked out the window. We were on the outskirts of the town I called home for 18 years. I did not regret leaving. I smiled and walked with Ben.

The 'kitchen' was fully decked out, a huge fridge with a seemingly endless supply of alcohol. Fuck yes! He grabbed us both a bowl of salad that had already been made up. We sat down on the couch and he turned on the tv. We watched movies for the rest of the day cuddling. My heart went mad the whole day. I was in a bus, Asking Alexandrias bus! Cuddling with Ben fucking Bruce!!! I had a weird feeling in my stomach. I had butterflies. I had known Ben for all of about 9 hours and I think I was falling for him...he wouldn't like someone like me though...a fucked up kid from a fucked up family. He would never like me. No one has ever liked me. Ever. I fell asleep on his lap soon after he put batman on, and dreamt I was running, my dad was chasing me and I was crying uncontrollably. I was running through an unfamiliar place, and my dad was yellin things at me. 'you're a worthless piece of shit and no one will ever love you. It's so much better at home without you!! All I need is that pathetic excuse for a son to fuck off and I can live life without any hassles, I never want to see you again you little whore.' I woke with a start. Ben was asleep an the movie was almost finished. I was crying. I got off Ben slowly and went to my toiletries bag, I grabbed the razor I kept hidden in it. The boys were in the back of the bus playing Xbox I think, I slowly walked to the bathroom Ben showed me earlier and sat down on the floor, I sat with the razor on the floor and cried, I looked up and rubbed my eyes, I picked up the razor and held it in between my fingers. I looked at my wrist. I heard a crashing sound. I stood up and dropped the razor.

"kayleigh!! Kayleigh!! Where are you!?" I heard Ben yelling

He opened the bathroom door and looked at me, and then looked at the floor. His eyes wide open, he grabbed me and hugged me tight.

"you don't need to do this. You have me and the boys, you are safe. We will make you happy. Please don't do this to yourself."

I looked at him, my eyes sparkling with tears and he kissed me on the lips.

Holy. Shit. Something exploded in my chest. I had known him for like 9 hours and I think I liked him!! He opened his eyes and pulled away, smiling at me.

"I think I like you kayleigh. When I saw you this morning I felt something. I don't know what. But I haven't felt it before. You are beautiful and I want to help you. Let me help you??"

"I like you too Ben. I think. I feel different with you...happy. I feel safe with you. I've only known you for a day pretty much. I dont want to rush into anything though. But I think I like you...can we take things slow??"

"I don't want to rush you. When you're ready to be with me, in ready but I will be there for you no matter what."

"I'm ready to be with you...but take things slow??"

He kissed me and smiled at me. We walked to the room at the back and sure enough the boys were sitting and yelling playing mw3. I smiled. I loved cod. James looked up and said hey and cleared a space for us on the floor. We sat and I held bend hand, Danny looked at Ben curiously and they winked at each other. I laughed silently to myself. Ben told the boys we were together and they slapped him on the back and hugged me. For once I felt accepted and that I was actually wanted

I had everything I dreamt of. I was happy, I had a boyfriend who cared about me. He was super sexy and he was in a successful band. I was dating a rock star, Ben Bruce. My life was seeming to come together slowly.

We had 3 more days until we got to warped tour venue. I fell asleep on ben, and he carried me to bed later. M dream was perfect. I was happy and Ben was my world.

The start of my new life was seeming to be absolutely perfect, and I looke forward to my future with Ben

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Okay, chapter 2 I don't know whether it's good. Let me know!! Chapter 3 will be up soon if I get positive feedback :) xxx