confession of a depressed teenager

Confession No.1

"Claire come downstairs now you are already late" Anisha shouts from the kitchen, I mentally roll my eyes knowing she won't be able to see me.I had just finished fixing myself up for school all that was left was my hair so I decided to just leave it naturally curly.

I finally made it downstairs to see Summer and Tyler watching TV while eating breakfast. I head to the kitchen to grab an apple and my bag. I grabbed my board about to head out but Anisha stops me "Hey you can use the car today, I don't have anywhere to go"I simply nodded grabbed the keys ."oh and that means you have to take the twins to school to, bye kids I love you, be good for your mum."."Only that you're not our mother" I thought to myself as the twins rushed to the car to get the car.

"Shotgun"Tyler yelled running to the passenger side. i quickly got in the car and rushed to the elementary school. We drove in comfortable silence until Summer spoke up"Vi music please"she asked in a sing song tone, as she said it some song by this weird band she likes I think it's behave mindless or something. Tyler instantly spoke up "Eeww turn this gay stuff off" "you're gay these guys are great especially Princeton, right clary?" I shrugged and smiled weakly remembering my old fangirling stage. The car comes to a halt the kids jump out saying "bye and I love you" I turn around and look at them , they both had a hopeful kind of look in their eyes , I just wave at them .Tyler sighs mumbles something to Summer "I wish she still talked to us like old times" I heard but just ignored it.

I finally made my way to hell which wasn't very far from the twins's school , by hell I mean a nightmare called high school . I parked the car and made my way into a hallway filled with teens going on about how much fun they had during the weekend. As I made my way done the hallway towards I got a few stares from people nothing new except my ex-bestfriend just came out of nowhere "wonder when the freak is finally speak up for herself"she scoffed as her friends giggled in the background.

I just walked away and semi jogged to find the devil himself standing by the locker waiting for me , I was just about to quickly turn till I heard it speak "Hey mute bitch , and where do you think you are going" I just suddenly took interest in my shoes as I look down ."hey look at me when I'm talking to you" he says through gritted teeth while grabbing my jaw roughly and slamming my head against the locker. I groan in pain my eyes slowly drifted to Jacob he had a look of saddness in his eyes I just starred at him,and at that very moment a fist collided with my jaw causing my eyes to diverted to Satan aka mike the most popular guy in school who just had a sickening smirk playing on his lips. To my luck the bell signaling us to get to class , he curses under his breath "I'm not yet done with you whore" He whispers harshly in my ear making me flinch. He walked away like nothing happened typical Mike with his little poise following behind.

I grab the books I need for lessons I have , but I felt like someone was staring and me being me I ignore it and run to class to avoid getting into detention which Mike always seems to be in like last week when he made me late

just so he can torture me after school too. I got to class in time the late bell going off as I got into my seat but Mr.McKinney isn't there anyway as usual , so I slowly start to gaze into space daydreaming about when my life was still happy.

Now my life is just a nightmare I can't wake up from .

A/N ... hi people soo please just tell me if you like it and if I should continue .. they're a lot of typos and please bear in mind that this is my first story.. I hope you enjoy

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