I've been gazing at the times when I still remember the cherry blossom blooms at the spring.
I still remember those times when I stare at the stars thinking, someday, I could reach it.
Those times when I couldn't learn the things who are so difficult to understand.
I still remember those times when I listen to those musics that makes me clear up my mind.
The times when I see those people having fun even the odds and problems are against them.
The times when I look at your back and thinking, hanggang dito na lang.
Time ticks the events of our lives. It maybe slow or fast but I do always remember, that when I see you time stops and takes every little thing in a slowmo.
It really was time who makes the world move and it is time who makes me feel sometimes blue.
To take these emotions inside of me is time taking and to believe that someday we will not be together is heartaching. When you see that you are assuming the things and imaging the days when we will spent together and how we gonna end up together is consuming, but, I endured it to make a fantasy of you and me, to make me believe that it will come true.
And true to be enough. After all the time that has take, it finally come true.
True that time still spares me to make you recognize me.
Time shares its ways for you to know me.
Time takes its move to make you feel me.
It was real.
It was amazing.
It was a dream come true.
You were there. We talked. We meet. We bond. The furness and perfect things where there to meet such expectations in life. It was fulfilling and you could say, I am in cloud nine.
The feeling where you couldn't stop the butterflies in your stomach and makes you feel churn. The feeling when you said Let us wait for her was a priceless posession. The things you do for me by just a simple gesture makes me feel precious.
And when those times I talked to my friend and suddenly a music blunts in and sings Red was an unexplainable feeling. That when every lyrics was pronounced, I always remember you. Smiling. Greeting Hi to everyone and your charming gestures in which make me feel special.
Feelings cannot easily be expressed and with you, there is no word who could ever match these feelings that I feel for you.
There where times that I questioned myself that am I falling or am I just dreaming?
Then I realized, I fall since the beginning. It is not crush. It is love.
Even though feelings and emotions are overflowing, it will still come a time that takes us into a moving stage.
The memories of the cherry blossom that is beautiful suddenly turns to fade and sad.
I understood the things that realizes us what life really means.
The realization that stars couldn't really be reached.
The musics that couldn't clear up my mind because of these overflowing emotions.
The problems you will still face at the end of every laugh.
And the thought that we are truly not meant for each other.
Every little thing I treasured shatters and I can't ease my mind with these blue that turns violet and maybe black.
But I still say,
Every little thing you do, time will take to make you realize that you will need me in the end and unfortunately I will be right here still waiting for you.
