Someone, Somewhere

Chapter 3

Bens POV

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she was so beautiful, everything i wanted in a girl. but what did she ever do to deserve this?? she was so adorable as she slept, i put her in her bunk, and she wrapped her arms around herself, shivering slightly. she opened her eyes for a second and mumbled 'stay with me'. I smiled softly and layed beside her. i pulled the curtains across and wrapped my arms around her waist and held her close, i whispered ever so soflty in her ear 'ill never let you go baby' i felt her calm and loosen up a bit. i kissed her neck and fell asleep surprisingly fast...

~~Kayleigh's POV~~

i woke up, with his arms wrapped around me, he was so warm. he had slept without a shirt on and he was looked so cute when he slept. i could get used to this!! i saw his family first tattoo and kissed him on the neck, he opened his eyes and stretched.

"morning my beautiful girl, how are you feeling?" he said after kissing me

"i feel good, im with you, i feel...happy and safe." i replied sotly, smiling at him...

he smiled that adorable and perfect smile of his. he rolled out of bed and picked me up, bridal style to the kitchen and placed me down on the couch before making us breakfast. i heard groans and a few crashes coming from the room where the bunks were and i laughed. Sam and Cam walked out and sat down next to me. Cam was holding his head, and Sam was laughing at him. i just smiled. Cam punched Sam and swore loudly.

"Fuck you, i could still be sleeping bitch!"

"Nah, i thought it was time for you to get up buddy" Sam chuckled. Cam just glared at him

they were so cool!! i felt like i could be myself around them? like, i dunno. i wouldnt be judged like i have been at school and home and everywhere i have been. they asked me how i slept, winking at ben and elbowing me. i blushed and took a sudden fascination in my fingernails. ben walked over with breakfast, pancakes with fruit and whipped cream. Yum! My favorite!!

We ate breakfast and were joined by Danny and James who looked like complete messes!! i just laughed with the other boys. ben held my hand when we finished and we went back to the bunks so i could change and have a shower. i grabbed my black shorts and Bring Me The Horizon shirt and my toiletries bag and had a shower. when i had finished i went to put all my bracelets back on and stopped...i shouldnt hide my scars. they are a part of me. they were years of suffering...the boys knew about them so i shouldnt hide them...i decided to give it a go at not hiding them...i dressed and combed my hair and left it how it was...i left my clothes in a basket where Ben had told me to leave them, walked back to my bunk and checked my phone. nothing...not even anything from Matt, i sighed. oh well, i thought...he'll reply eventually.

James walked in and sat beside me. he told me that i was a pretty top chick and that he approved of me. i laughed and he gave me a hug. when i pulled away i noticed him looking at my wrists...i looked away, embarrassed. he put his hand on my shoulder and told me that i dont have to do that anymore and him and the boys were going to look after me. i thanked him and he smiled at me. we got up, i went back to the kitchen and he climbed back into his bunk, closing the curtain.

the boys were watching a movie i didnt recognize. i sat next to Danny and Ben, but it was pretty squishy so i sat on Bens lap and leant on his shoulder.

' we are stopping soon, we should go shopping" he exclaimed excitedly.

i nodded and the boys high fived each other. we focused our attention back on the movie, and the movie was almost over when the bus came to a stop. we got up and looked out the window. we were at a mall. i went to do my hair and makeup, putting a bit of eyeliner on and mascara. then we left to go get some shopping done. ben told me that he knew the tattooist that was on the bottom floor of the mall. I told him about the tattoos i wanted to get done. i wanted 'Someone, Somewhere' on my arm and Savior on my hip. he smiled and took me to the shop he told me about.

"lets just do it Kayls, ill pay for you!" he said as we walked there

"are you sure?? you dont have to pay! i have money" i laughed

"i want to pay for you babe, they will look good"

i agreed and told the heavily tattooed man behind the desk what i wanted and we sat and waited while he drew it up. the drawing was perfect. exactly what i wanted. i smiled and said

'fuck it, lets do this shit"

"thats my girl" ben said enthusiastically!

it didnt hurt as much as everyone says it does, it hurt my hip when it was on the bone, but my arm didnt hurt at all...ben held my hand the whole time and told me funny pranks the boys did on each other from tours, and we laughed for the 2 or 3 hours it took. i was wrapped up and given stern instructions to look after them. ben knew what to do, i would be fine.

when we got back to the bus, Danny and Sam greeted us, Cam and James were off chick hunting. they didnt believe me and they wouldnt be able to see them for a few hours.

while we waited we walked around the mall and got a late lunch. we went back to the bus and crashed, we were so tired from walking around and the pain was starting to kick in now. Ben and i curled up in his bunk and fell asleep cuddling each other, after having a very intense make out sesh. thank god those curtains were closed. Danny told us to shut up a few times but we just smiled and kept going. we fell asleep and once again i dreamt of Ben and just how perfect he was. he was so adorable and i liked him...alot

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sorry its kind of short!! i gotta go to bed!!! its going to get better!! Warped Tour is soon, and its gonna be epic!! let me know on twiter what you think, @ShanAfuckingA_

thanks for reading, and next chapter will be up soon :) xxx