Every single word I say
Every single thing I do
Every single was I act
They all judge me
No matter what day
No matter what week
No matter what month
And no matter what year
They find something about me to judge
It's like I'm not even a human anymore
I'm a crazy animal that everyone hates
They all try to
They are trying soo hard to judge me
To bring my down
To break me
But what if I'm already broken
What if I'm already torn from what you have said
Can I still break
Or can I Just ignore it
It's not even an option anymore
All this all that you say is not easy to ignore
You think I don't hear it
Well I do
Even if it's behind my back
I will always know what you say
I don't know if I can trust you anymore
Did you know I cry
Every night
That's how I fall asleep
With all the crap you say about me the
Thoughts running in my head
It's hard to escape
I try but there is already so much
Words surrounding me
Everything you say gets all caught up in my head
I can't break the chains that have already
Attached me to the ground
I try to reach the surface but it's too far
And I know who to blame
For all my bad days it's you
It's got to be you
It's all your fault for this
If you hadn't done this to me I would be ok
You might think I'm still here
Still breathing this air
But no
I'm not on this planet
If I was I wouldn't be lost
Because I am
I'm
Lost
