In love with the wrong person

As I start to slowly read more of his messages I hear his footsteps get closer,and closer I rush and put his phone back on the table. 

"Hey, and why you seem so nervous or something?" Troy said with a slight smirk on his face. Umm nothing, but who is this Emma girl texting you talking about bae hey and I miss you and all! I said with a mad look on my face.

"Whoa, whoa calm down emma is my cousin she sometimes text me and she's trying to text her boyfriend." he said looking into my eyes with a straight face.  Ughh I didn't want to believe him but if he can look at my face and deep into my eyes and say that then I know I can trust him I thought to myself.

Fine I trust you. I just got scared that your cheating on me....I'm sorry I should have believed you. "Yeah thanks you know you can trust me baby." he said with that sexy smirk showing just a little of his perfect white teeth staring into my eyes. And me staring back for a few seconds just until his soft perfect lips touched against mine.

"ok I wish I could stay but I have to go. My mom needs me at home,  but I'll text you later baby I love you bye!" he said while walking towards the door.  OK I'll talk to you later I love you to bae. I said as shutting the door behind him.

Ugh as I walked to my room laying in my bed I think to myself stressing over him. Constantly thinking is he cheating, what if he lied to my face, what would I do.  Ugh I don't know maybe a Goodnight sleep would do the trick.  I slowly started to close my eyes and dream, but right before I did I got a text. 

"Wake Yo ass up! I'm outside we have to talk now!" my bestfriend said. Omg What the hell are you doing here! "I heard about you and I needed to make sure you were OK. You know I care about you girl" he said with that sexy smile.  I couldn't do anything but smile and blush. But yeah I lost my memory for a minute and I didn't remember anyone, and they still think I have no memory so you have to go sorry.

"Ok but I'm going to be checking up on you girl. Cause you know I care about you, and I got to make sure you all good!" he said and giving me a kiss on the check. But bye see ya later!" he said while leaving out my bedroom window. 

"Ugh I wanted Derek so bad, but I have Troy. On the other hand derek is tall, very handsome, he's my bestfriend and he likes me. But idk I'm stressing over shit and I just need to go to sleep and sleep this shit off.

I slowly start to go to sleep and dream and hopefully wake up to a new stressful life.