This is my place to unwind
It helps me
I'm sick of this town
All their haters
You can't even live
A normal life anymore
Your so captivated and isolated
From the real world
But i rather have the 5 then anyone else
But you know like I said before
You can be my friend
Unless you want to feel captivated
Be in your own little isolated bubble
Just breaking people down
Not able to feel the suns heat
You can be cold like in the dark hole
That bullies live in
I dont want to call you that but
I'm coming to terms that you are
You hurt me 1
You hurt her 2
Him 3
Her 4
Want me to keep going
I could endlessly name the people you hurt
Endlessly name those innocent
People that haven't done anything
But maybe they have
I'm sorry I don't understand
That you hurt them and they
Did something
Well let's see
You hurt me
I'm not hurting you
Does that make any sense
I just wanna drown out my troubles
And sounds
It's actually becoming a routine
You hurt me I cry
I keep letting you hurt me
I need to stop
Or you do but that won't
Happen stop now please
Do you understand how it makes me feel
Hopeless
Weak
Lost
Broken
I'm tired of feeling like that
Tired of being hurt
Tired of standing back up and just
Getting hurt again
So
I'm not gonna let
You
I'll try
No promises but I will try
To stop getting hurt
I want to be free
Because
I
Feel
Trapped
