Family Comes First

Prologue

           One year in the future...

         "When I was a little girl, I wondered why I couldn't be just like my brother. He was literally my superhero. I wanted to talk like him, draw like him, be like him, dress like him, and even have the same hand writing as him... But the sad part of this was that I was scared of him. I wouldn't have a conversation with him unless it was about where he was going or what he liked for dinner so I could tell momma to make it. I would never say 'I Love You' because I thought it was too 'girly' of me to say it. I never said I missed him when he left to go to his friends house or that he spent too much time in his room... I never asked him to take me anywhere because I thought I'd be too much of a burden. 

"So, as you can see, we have a different type of relationship than usual siblings. We dont fight, we dont argue, we don't tell on each other. We only avoid, stay away from, and forget about one another. 

"This is what I'd tell my brother if I had the chance, 'Squints, I love you to death. I'd do anything for you reguardless of our lonley past with one another. I wish you the most greatest happiness in life and hope to catch a beer with you every once in a while... You're my rock Squints... I wish you the world..'

"But that obviously cant happen.

"I want you all to know, that despite the relationship I had with my brother, I thought of him so highly. 

"I wish that I could tell him how much I trully cared.

"I wish I could tell him how extraordinarily spectacular he really was as a person.

"I wish I could tell him that I loved him, even though at times I didn't show it.

"I wish, I wish, I wish....

"Wishes don't work this time though everyone. Because my wishes involve time... and time has been ripped away from someone I trully loved most in this world.

"To conclude this ceremony, i'd love to thank you all for coming to my brothers funeral. There is alcohol in the lobby, because my brother would have gotten a kick out of that...

"Have a great day." 

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Thank you for clicking on F.C.F (: this book is going to surround love for family and one another. how life can be a sodding bitch at times, and how it can also be the greatest thing a person could ask for (:

Hope you enjoy my suspense in this chapter... 

i thought it gave the feeling of what can come in this book.

and i hope it tugs at your heart strings 

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