Jade heads to a party with her best friend, Camryn. It is Natasha's grand Birthday and everybody looks gorgeous. Jade runs into a guy, Dawn whom with she gets along quickly. Eventually they fall for each other. But love is a rare feeling and this st...
"Can you pack your fucking bag for school, Jade?" "I'm too cool for school, Mum shut up" I fire words from my watery mouth. Surprisingly, mum really shut up. I was searching up 'aesthetic pictures' for my flop fan account. The results had a lot of pictures of girls with bruises and scars. It was just depressing to look at it. Why would they disrespect their bodies so bad? Like I did not even know how to kill Ants when I was 12. I clicked on a picture and realised that I had drowned in my (too) fluffy mattress. I struggled to get myself out of the mattress Swimming pool and went to Mom who was watching Bad Moms on TV. I plopped into the couch beside her. The little piece of positivity left in my mind went to the mall. After a minute of comfortable silence which is highly overrated, Mom spoke. "Are you not sad" Dr Gem told Mom to not ask me direct questions like "are you sad" or "are you happy" so she started asking me indirectly like, "are you not sad" and "are you not happy". I am so proud of her. "I said I was too cool for school, now I'm too hungry for sad" "For god's sake you ate 2 minutes ago" I faked a fake cry and she got me Nacho's and cheese. With a mouthful of Nachos I texted my Best Friend, Camryn.
Me: hi female Kanye West She replied immediately
Her: hi fatty
I was not fat, but I ate too much. And I did not like judging bodies, like no one is fat or petite. WE ARE ALL LIFE SIZE SHUT YOUR FILTHY MOUTH UP !!
Me: is yo ass goin to noob Natasha party tomorrow?
Me: cuz if it's not imma make is red like blood baby
Okay this is awful Her: baby me goin and me also bringin my new rap collection
Me: no
Her: YAASSS AJHADGGS
Me: well- cum to me bird house tomorrow evenin to get dressed togaythar
Her: okay bitch after a while crocodile Me: see ya later alligator We are the coolest kids I know I know
I was back to the real world. It was a bit dark outside and there were no annoying clouds to disrupt my star watching and gobbling down pancakes. I made my way outside putting on a trench coat. I did this Everyday so Mom was used to it. I missed dad. He passed away 4 damn years ago. This feeling of not being able to love someone as much as you can miss them is terriFuckingBle. On one magnificient moonlight, three of us closed our eyes together to sleep but only two of us, mom and I opened them in the chilly morning. It felt like there was a color on a pallete missing, a car with only 3 tyres. He was sweet, dimples so deep you could live in them, brown eyes always loving, and I was his favourite girl (even though he got no other girl). I tried to research on why this happened. Why the fuck did he never wake up, but I found shit. You know, when you start browsing, you might start from, 'why do people die in their sleep?' and end up looking at how a cockroach mates. Its an endless spiral.
I looked up at the sky and stared for a while. The stars were blinking as if a signal for help. I remember when ma told me, dead people who go to heaven become stars. I was sure that daddy was a beautiful star up there. I waved and tears oozed down my cold cheeks. I rushed inside and upstairs to my room and tucked myself in the sheets on my blue bed. Weeping and saddened. I did not like anyone seeing me sob. I lent my life to the dreams factory for the night.
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It was a typical day at school. Nats was extra glad and excited about the party tonight so she wore an extra short skirt. Just that heidi and mychal had a steamy make out session in physical education lessons. Camryn had recorded it and sent the video to me and I was grinning bad !! Unfortunately they were not naked but damn Heidi was the Niagra falls.
Cammy is writing fan fiction on Kanye and Taylor Swift's secret love story and she is popular in fan fic world but the only thing she does not understand is that NOT EVERYONE LIKES KANYE AND TAYLOR SWIFT. She once wrote about Kanye cheating on taylor for snadwiches and had gotten 4k comments about it. She laughed for straight 4 minutes in honour of that. Sometimes I feel I best friended a dog. I finished up Chemistry homework. Updated my fan account and head my hit on a wall and did not yet decide what to wear for the party tonight.
I got a beep beep; Camryn: On my way to Jade's birdhouse. Be there in 30 mins. Cute guy trying to act too cute in the car beside me alert.
Me: haha okay animal. Be a magnet and attract that hotstuff
Mom was at work so I took a nap. "Jeez fuuck I am coming" I (yelled)
"God I almost broke a finger knocking on your door sleeping beauty. Were you watching porn?" Camryn Camryned
"No what no I was asleep sorryy"
"Bitch we couple goals tonight", Camryn said. I smirked. There were dumbfuck butterflies in my stomach but there was a hint of happiness :)
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Flop author's note: hello I am like a no exprienced writer so I suck right now whoops but if you want you can skip Chapter One cuz it is like introduction but the parts ahead are steamy and exciting i promise. Plus thanks for bearing with this fool. I like you, you are so gay !! 💙
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