Behind The Lies | yoonmin

PROLOGUE

Behind The Lies
yoonmin ff
Genre: Romance | Humor
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PROLOGUE:

Min Yoongi

March 9, 1993- May 11, 2015

Rest In Peace

Its been 5 days since Yoongi died. At hanggang ngayon, sobrang sakit pa rin.

Umupo ako sa damuhan saka nilapag sa harapan ng lapida ni Yoongi yung bulaklak na dala ko para sa kaniya. I looked at his graveyard and I didn't realize that I'm crying. Para na rin akong namatay.

I cried my heart out. I know I can't do anything now. Yoongi's gone. He will never come back. I will never see him again.

"I'm not the nicest twin brother, Yoongi. I'm not the greatest person you've ever met. But I just want to tell you that I love you so much and I will do everything for you."

Pagkarating ko sa bahay, I saw my mom holding Yoongi's picture. She's been like this ever since Yoongi died. The hardest part of being a parent is when you lose a child.

Nilapitan ko si mama at niyakap ko siya. Walang nagsasalita sa aming dalawa pero naiintindihan namin pareho yung isa't isa. Pareho kaming nawalan.

"We'll leave tonight." Mom whispered. Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at hinaplos ko na lang yung likuran niya.

It's time to go back. Papasok na kami ng airport at tumingin ako sa likuran ko bago ako pumasok. We used to go to New York together... but now we're incomplete.

"I'll be back." I said before entering the airport. Nakabalik rin naman kami sa New York pagkatapos ng mahabang byahe. My heart feels heavy when we left. Naiwan kasi si Yoongi sa Korea.

Pumunta ako sa kwarto ni Yoongi at binuksan yung ilaw. Tinignan ko yung pictures na nakasabit sa wall at napangiti na lang ako nung naalala ko yung mga nangyari sa picture.

Napahinto ako sa tapat ng huling picture na nakasabit sa wall. Picture yon ni Yoongi at ni Jimin. Naalala ko bigla yung hiling ni Yoongi sa akin bago siya mawala.

"Sabihin mo na ikaw si Yoongi. Umuwi ka sa Korea, hanapin mo siya. Alagaan mo siya para sakin at siguraduhin mo na lagi siyang okay. Kasi gusto ko, kahit wala na ako, masaya pa rin si Jimin."

Umupo ako sa kama ni Yoongi saka huminga ng malalim. Hindi ko naman itatanggi— natatakot ako. Natatakot ako sa mga posibleng mangyari.

Tinignan ko yung notebook ni Yoongi na nakapatong sa bedside cabinet niya. Kinuha ko yon at nakita ko yung huling letter na sinulat ko pagkatapos mamatay ni Yoongi.

"I'm sorry, Yoongi." Bulong ko. Sana marinig ako ni Yoongi. Sana marinig niya yung gusto kong sabihin.

"It's not easy." I continued, "I'm scared... I'm scared to lose who I am. I'm scared to lose myself. But don't worry, Yoongi... I'll do it. But if I do something else when I get back and do your wish, please forgive me."

I wiped my tears before continuing, "Forgive me if I will do something else... rather than just taking care of Jimin."

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This is a work of fiction. Names, places, bussinesses, events, etc are the products of author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is only coincidence. Plagiarism is a crime. Do not distribute, publish or transmit without the permission of the author.

NOTE: Next update will be on January 2018. No exact date will be given but I will definitely continue updating next year.

PS: This whole story will be Min Suga's POV. This story is the last book of my yoonmin series. This will be Suga's POV from One Kiss, One Lie up to The Book of Lies. If you haven't read One Kiss, One Lie and The Book of Lies, STOP READING!

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